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2010-04-04T06:24:00.000-07:00

MY BLOG REVIVAL SHALL START TODAY.

Well tracking back to chinese new year, i went out for lunch with alicia and iris and i still have not ate the ion takopaki despite walking past the shop countless times when i am at ion because i am always so full thereafter, lessons start, i can't stand this guy in my class, i like the rest of my class, can get use to them, the senior class is nice, my angel and mortal write back.

Just after chinese new year, i had throwers gathering at yvonne's house. haha it was just nice and heart warming to see everyone again and eat. Hopefully we will have one in june! yay!

Fast Forward to March holidays. I go for training and come home, eat sleep or watch rubbish on youtube! hahaha ya wednesday night of the march hols i went for underated. I WAS FASCINATED BY ONE THING WHICH WAS THIS PIPE THAT COULD SQUIRT OUT BOTH COKE AND SPRITE!haha how fun seeing that! After that, i ran across a super wide road to get into the car. Saturday, met libin alicia for lunch and we went on a canele's hunt! haha how fascinating right everything we wanted to eat that day was closed or missing when we went there.

ELECTIONS was unfascinating except for the free food. TOO MUCH SWEETS! Campaigning was so not amusing even though i take my hat off for jinjin! So glad that she got in!

OK SO THE HIGHLIGHT WILL BE NATIONALS! I am all ready and my this be my best nationals that i have had so far so i can have a good throwing year ahead! SO tomorrow is my discus and i shall post more when i am done with it! Till then see you again!

2010-04-02T03:40:00.000-07:00

i haven't blogged for so long and well it is nationals again and for now i have nothing much to say because i have emailed them all to scotland and brisbane. YES it seems so far on like one week ago but yet my event is on monday, just 3 days more to go. I bet no one reads my blog anymore baecause i do not post frequently but yet i don't close it.

This week was a pensive week for me, a week that tells me how much i desire to be in fac comm to relive the times of planning events to do the things my mum regards as rubbish work simply because i enjoy that process. I do it not to please anyone but to hope that people would be able to feel the same way for me. That exhiliration that you get when it is all going smoothly.

I am someone that cannot hide any sort of expression. All expressions on my face are true and i can't hide it. I show my true self to everyone and it is all I am. Elections and campaigning the season of free food and gooddies. Well elections is so not the right process. You can never understand a person until you have worked with them. You cannot judge them on what they say. However, a presentation can show how much effort people put into their campaigning. It is passion that is so telling that makes you vote for them. For some, simply because they were popular and said some rousing words, people voted for them. However, they do not deserve to be there. Not one bit.

2009-09-11T21:09:00.000-07:00

I went bowling last night! it was super fun! i haven't been bowling since the last time yiyi brought us to bowl! Ah it was nice but we only played for a while. Then when we were leaving, there was this family that came to take our lane and then they came with like 4 boxes of doughnuts and gorgor was so evil and said that they were camping here for the night! I got one strike and 2 8pins down at one go. 1 spare in each game! haha not bad i guess but i should work on aiming next time! yiyi is so good but i think she did some weird thing and probably pulled her hamstring! ahhh

OK i haven't been doing anywork at all and i need to start on my beloved math and bio soon! have to do chinese too but i don't want!

ok i shall just chronicle my eventful days. So tuesday is another eventful one because of Audrey's farewell! Ahh got to meet all the seniors again and we had alot of fun laughing and laughing! aha Mrlim was super funny with all his jokes! then we went to Daiso to get Vacuum bags and Audrey bought Jelly beans in Cocao trees because of Ingrid's recommendation! aha and i think she got addicted to it! ahh the watermelon flavour is so cool! the outside is dark green like a watermelon and the inside red! ahha so nice! But i like gummy worms better!

OK thurs was eventful too because we had dinner with jody and faith and it was super funny talking about stuff and aunty kahleng's walking experience and her weights session! ahha laugh laugh laugh the whole night! then u had a nucebug tiramisu and then we went to unce denni's at like 10.30! haha
the tuition teacher was still there! ok she left when we arrived. so talk abit then when we were leaving, we saw the MM comeback ok go home! so my dad was so excited he wanted my mum to drive and see him! But before we could even get near to the house, we were stopped by the gurkha guard! So we turned around!

Wednesday night we went to the ever crowded udders! it was well ok icecream! THE COMERCIAL ONES ARE SADLY BETTER! hmm apart from some jap ice creams!

ok end of my eventfulhol! Today is my Ahgong's birthday! Sweetnoodle for breakfast, longevity noodles for lunch and some restaurant dinner! ahh yummy!

2009-09-02T08:28:00.001-07:00

for the first time in my life i overslept on the bus but thankfully my mum came to rescue me! i was like 2 three bus stops away! i am never going back to pri sch anymore! I will only go back to kindergarden to see chen laoshi! It is like totally useless cos they don't even have anything to say to you and no one in my class even bothers to go back! AH SRQ timetrail on friday! if i can understand the passage and do the right things, i will be able to do well!

I really want to keep training training training and i will miss audrey so much!

2009-08-19T23:57:00.000-07:00

i have been switching off my computer and my brother's computer and well my mum still can't block the internet from his computer! irresponsible freak! argh i need to go do something productive!

2009-08-19T00:27:00.000-07:00

well it is a holiday tomorrow and i am kind of stranded. i have no wish to go out, yet i have no wish to study. Maybe i should just stay at home! argh so bored waiting and refusing to do my chem worksheet! i should start doing my worl and stop using thr computer at night!

Read Newspaper?

2009-08-16T07:25:00.000-07:00

it is ridiculous! i just saw once of my classmate's blog and the things that she does out of school is just unbelievable. I think it is time for me to wake up and stop wasting my weekends doing ridiculously useless things like reading and reading harry potter over and over again. I should also pay attention in Busy Bee and stop being such a dreamer! Exams are coming! Argh i am just mixed and regretting cos i have not done any homework.

2009-08-09T20:51:00.000-07:00

block are over, my birthday is tomorrow! I need to study malay!
Blocks was damm tiring i hope i do ok! just A1 don't need to have fantastic results! I just realised that i might have screwed Chem up! ahh Chinese i think i am going to fail.i would be so sad but aiya i am going to fail. the rest were ok. i hope i get all A1 for my science and math A2 for LA and Ih and B3 for chinese ok B4 good enough. i just hope i do well for zuowen and sihan. hmm 2 parties so far and well it was fun! Looking forward to after malay oral when i really can jinqing xiang shou for a while! haha 1 week i guess!

2009-06-04T20:49:00.000-07:00

i am back from bali and typing on mum's laptop at ht! libin might be coming for dinner tonight and ya 7 on club again!haha just got the call for her! yay so exciting! haha ok not really but well i am back from bali and i am so glad that i went not so sure if i want to go back again because i did meet some near death experience ok well not really but it did scare the wits out of me cos i was well falling and so ya i was in mortal peril haha i like using that to describe that i am really scared but yes i really was and then i was so glad to know that rafting was over though someone was bathing down by the river when we went down the dam. if you want to hear the whole account of the trip food bustrips and my near death accounts, please meet me and we can go out for lunch! hint hint inez i know you read my blog now! yes it is the hols and we are once again trying to meet! haha btw zoro and company did like super badly and well he stills seems to be training everyday. where is your express ticket going to send you to?

ok so day 1 was just walking around and i bought a pants and er nothing else. dinner was horrible and i learnt how to fold baloons at night. stayed at partiwi or something like that, didn't like the hotel at all haha but the green banana pancake at breakfast was fun! ok next day went rafting which was super good! auyung river got to go swimming in the rivere and i jumped off the rock into the river! super fun and i love swimming in the cold river water! ok more like floating in the river but super super fun! ok afterthat lunch at ibu oka! nicenice food! suckling pig and rice and nice hot soup full of msg and vegetables! haha i like the soup! after that we went to see boring stuff, didn't buy anything. was super tired slept on the bus and didn't see the painting stop but dad bought paintings but i didn't see them. ok then it is the kecak fire dance, the beginning part was well interesting but super hard to hear the story. then the 2 little girls dancing one very good the other one not so sure of her actions. lastly the fire dance. ok i belief that there was a sprit that got into the horseboy cos he ate fire and was absolutely ok and his hands and legs that touch the fire were just dirty. after the whole thing, he could even say in english that he is ok. so guilible or not, i like to believe that he had a sprit in him when he was horse boy. ok after that was dinner at dirty duck which was good! tom yum soup, nice bread, nice duck, nice cake for dessert definitely beats the chic place with the grilled tuna and fruit in syrup i had the previous night. plus dirty duck was super clean! no flies.

ok next one was the paddy hotel which had a super funny sign on the toilet reading we let moss grow on the wall to let it have a more natural look. ok in the first place, the wall was black and thus if you did not put that sign up, i would not have known that there was moss on the wall. however, because of the moss, i went to look super closely at the wall and tada i spotted the moss! ok no time to enjoy this hotel quite nice but there was a big red ant in the bath tub. bababoom crash my impression! ok and then i practiced my balooning skills and went to sleep cos i was tired after rafting and we didn't lock any door for the whole night! plus we didn't hear the morning call either! HAHA CHAMPS TILL YIYI CAME AND CALLED US! ok breakfast was a quick affair with the banana and bread that was super dry! i rather banana pancakes! ok this is my interesting day. i went climbing! haha tree top adventure was super good apart from the skin scraping logs. then we went and had lunch when i had my first taste of gado gado and indonesian mi goreng which i like and we saw some river, went to buy alot of passion fruits and well wanted to buy some rubbish but because the person wouldn't let us have $3off, we didn't buy anything in the end. ok next off to the ATV!

ok this is my near death experience and this is where i will explain to you face to face. it is toolong to even type! ok after that we went to cafe menegah which we had 4 free bottles of beer haha they forgot to put in the bill and didn't want to listen to my dad explain-_- so too bad for them. ok that place super smelly of smoke and food then we went to our wonderful hotel! discovery katika where i had a peaceful 2 night stay with my bro. haha super nice hotel, wathced bugslife and fell asleep watching it. (the reason why i am not writing ATV down is because it is relatively embarrassing, i want to go out with inez, and i don't think i can express my self well in words without the drama of my hands and i think the excitement will last till school reopens and everytime i am reminded of ATV!) btw, it is called paddy venture! would probably hang the keychain somewhere to remind myself of it!

ok next day had like super alot of things for breakfast, finally real apple juice, waffles and erm ommellet! haha i can't spell that too. ok then we went to see borong and kris knife dance which was quite boring and mum met a friend there. after that, we went to telaga waja water rafting which was very rocky resulting in clear waters and well a ride full of boom booms! but no splashing so it was a relatively quite ride! the water fall was super cold though. then we had this 4m drop which was so fast we couldn't feel anything! plus i was holding like super tight cos of what happened at the ATV! haha but all was well and the steps up to the bus was super tiring as usual but when i reached it was good cos we just sat in the bus, go down at the petrol kiosk which had a clean toilet to pee! then go back to the hotel then go out and eat! warung madae! nice mi goreng and gado gado and thick thick mango juice. the banana juice was uper nice too! then walked around! got my bali bali shirt, another of the same pants in different colour and gum and went to hard rock shop and hard rock hotel and then the beach, ice cream, crocs havannes that i can't spell too which i will get one day after liking it for many many years just like my swatch. hah ok then went back to hotel sort stuff out then pack for tomorrow and then bathe and sleep.

had super alot for breakfast again, went to the beach and then went swimming afterwards in my favourite sports bra and shorts and it was super fun! the pool bar was also open too! then plane flight back which was terrible and then i went home, was super tired and then bathe again and went learning lab!

i wouldn't say i want to go to bali again but i definitely want an adventure holiday like this! but no bungee jumping either thanks!

2009-05-26T08:54:00.000-07:00

i am 2 days into sabbats and well i don't think the chem prof's helper likes me and cherylin alot! haha ya we didn't submit our homework anyway! hahahow can sabbats have homework lor! anyway we created our own asprin that is currently crystalizing in the lab! yes and we learnt this process called recrystallising and the dr low came to talk to me and cherylin which was quite funny! yup! yesterday was boring for chem but we have self amusing capabilities! we broke the pill even though we were not suppose to break it! Plus we were late for class today because we were playing Barn Buddy! hahaha i planted new plants!

ASEAN! i was super amused yesterday and it was well very interesting haha partly because of wina haha i hope your name is spelt like that. i think you are very nice! plus peranakan culture is nearer to our heart. today was boring not because of the lecturer but haiya how can you talk about music without an instrument? but it made me feel that asians tend to try to be polite in the past but now we can be extremely frank.

WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED TO US BEING ALL CALM AND COMPOSED?

2009-05-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

A for Alicia
B for Belinda
C for Chole
D for Dileen
E for Estee
F for Foo Zheng Liang haha i am cheating
G for Germaine
H for Hui Jun
I for Ingrid and Iris
J for Jen
K for Karo
L for Libin
M for Michelle
N for Nic
O for
P for Postman Pat
Q for Queenie even if i don't know you so well.
R for Rachel
S for Shirlynn
T for
U for
V for
W for Wendy
X for Xiao You
Y for
Z for ZHI TING

ok i am tired of filling it in.
I am quite glad to be done with the SIAs though it doesn't even feel anything like sabbats week is coming because i am in the same sabbats as this person i hate so much and i know she is going to stick to me! plus she made my good friend who is already so stressed even more stressed and angry even though she has done her part! she did even thing so considerately and yet you don't even think about her. in the first place, what you say during presentations tarnish your reputation alot in front of my face because you are so tensed. i don't care if you are soft, in audible or have bad presentation skills but the worst thing is that you put on an accent which makes you sound terrible, you can't pronounce your words properly and ya you are older than us and you call us kids but yet we are more responsible then you. we do whatever we need and school work is our priority and you don't think so. you have all your enjoyment that we do not have. so what if you are alone here. you have like friends and people that are there for you what. and you think that you can just make us do all the group work for you. you are just immature. EVEN MORE THAN WE ARE. EVEN IF YOU MUG SO HARD, WE DO BETTER THAN YOU. WE COMMIT OURSELVES TO MUCH MORE ACTIVITIES THAN YOU DO AND WE ARE ABLE TO DO IT SO haha you are such a shame to yourself! more developed brain? so what

2009-05-18T08:19:00.001-07:00

i read sumiko tan's article in the newspapers on sunday and i am indeed very much like the women she describes. i really want to eat when i am streesed and the worst thing is that i can't focus much on doing anything at all because i would probably have alot of things to do and i don't know where to start. ahhh chem sia is killing open house is on sat, i want to go out and play on wed but shir is coming to my house to do chem sia! help me do my dying part! argh the work i sadly not evenly distributed but i have nothing to complain and it is no one's fault. i said ok to it! ok i did it wrongly many times too! argh i had raisins and marie biscuits! i love those kind that let you have this wheat feeling and i just ate three or four at like 11 at night! argh ok sucks i suck at loosing weight just a measly 2kg forever also cannot i can only gain weight! ahh there is personal statement and also mid year reflection to be done by week 10 and my yue du bao gao which i have not yue du anything at all! i better get it done this weekend if not i will not be doing it next week! terrible! ahh i am happy that tammy and victor won amazing race!
ok i shall go back to writing proper things! csm csm csm!

2009-05-09T01:58:00.000-07:00

MY first quiz i think i have a thing for blogging now

1) Which school did you go to?
NANYANG PRIMARY SCHOOL

2) What classes were you in?
1J 2J 3G 4I 5J 6J

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
MATH! haha it is still my favourite lesson sometimes

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
seems like 9.30

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
haha i liked food but i especially liked this ice thing that the fruit stall sold

Style

1) How did you wear your socks?
above ankle haha toot

2) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
I always wore the right things

3) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
i was once for my hair by that irritating nancy haha i still don't like her!

4) Who did you look up to when you were in primary school?
my cousins that were in sec school!

Punishment

1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
i ever got scolded for finishing the whole math workbook
I got scolded for talking in chinese class and was promptly sent out
Actually i got sent out alot in p5 and p4 i had the same chinese teacher.

2) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
haah i don't know

3) Did you vandalize any school property?
i use to write in pencil on my table and clour black dots haha my friends use to draw alot on my arms

4) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
haha the chinese teacher that sent me out cried and then she pulled down her pants and showed us her underwear ok not pulled down like sort of lifted it a bit and we got a glimpse of her under wear hahah cos we didn't greet her and bow properly!
5) Who was your favourite teacher?
ms kok who is now mrstan and don't ask me why
6) Describe your DM.
i think there is something wrong in his head

7) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
weird in not a good way-kingkong

Social Circle

1) Were you popular back then?
no i don't think so unlike now hahah karo thinks i know alot of people

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
it was me tabby yiying

3) Who were your best friends?
i don't think i had one. but my best friend that has been from kindergarden and primary school and we are still close now........ no prizes for the right answer it libin!

4) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
eating and talking and erm playing soccer with jiayi as the gk
er yunrui elizabeth huili and congzhi eating in the toilet ahha roti boy

Co-curricular Activities

1) What type of CCA were you in?
chinese dance calligraphy swimming

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
er ballet shoes, leotard, brush and ink, swimming costume and water bottle for all

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
dance write swim

4) Got injured?
er no the water is quite safe apart from cuts
Crushes/Lovers

1) Who was your first crush?
i can't remember how sad must have not really liked him after a while

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
haha i can't remeber having a crush

3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your primary school?
haha no

4) Have you ever made out in school?
no i never kissed passionately before

Closing Ceremony

1) How did primary school changed you?
i left happy and not wanting to live through it, once is good enough. it taught me how no all adults are to be trusted and if i want to do something, i should do it well cos i really detested some of the terrible teachers.

2) Sing one verse of your school song.
it is the same as my current one and i can still make mistakes singing it! haha i am super off tune. i like the first 2 lines and the fourth and fifth line. the 3rd and 6 is the fast fast part.

3) What was your favourite question?
what's the next lesson?

4) Who/what will you remember from your primary school?
campus two haha i liked it there
5) Any memories you will not forget.
the old book shop on fire and i liked 4I alot plus i was first in class that year!

2009-05-09T01:22:00.000-07:00

i have this urge to post and ya cos of reading karo's
we stick together no matter how different we are and how we seem no matter the fact that we might do things that piss each other off. we do so many things together we get use to this certain sequence. we encourage each other and we denfend each other even if we are wrong. we are just together and the bond is tight and we just can't explain it and neither can we break away from it. plus we don't really let people into our little circle. we stay together simply because we rely and trust each other. we just need to know that mentally these people exist for us to pull through the hard times, the laughter and the tears. it makes me have some responsibility to the class and to feel like we as one are part of the class.
we have our quirks and we may not be nice to each other all the time but at least we know that we are true.

2009-05-08T20:05:00.000-07:00

i feel like its so surreal now and there is no mad rush to study study and hand in essays that are like nearly a week late. my IH really sucks! yes and apart from that i am relatively happy with my results. i think common tests system fits me perfectly well! haha it has been good for all the sciences and math. la was fine. chinese was terrible like everyone else becuase of the zuowen. i still have to improve on suo duan wen too! yup haven't been training for a long long time because if blocks and i need to get myself to start running! horrible i am so going to do really badly for my napha but i don't really care! ok haha i don't know but it gets all sick and boring after a while!

ACTUALLY I DO HAVE ALOT OF WORK TO DO! all the SIAs and the prize presentation speech! eee i am only looking forward to open house! ahha i want to read wicked and i want to go library but there is so many things to do! AHHHH i need to get fit and go back and train!

2009-05-01T09:48:00.000-07:00

oh on thurs the day strings announced their results, and i slept at 2.30 cos of IH essay and then yup was just talking to shir dreaming and in pain cos of the injury and then ya math passed and we just talked, cl lecture was so hot! zheng lao shi was sweating and sweating and fanning herself with her notes! recess was talking to ms tan about stuff and shifting stuff. langarts was some presentation about internet and sorry lejing amanda rebekah and huiyan i wasn't listening the way i usually do. chem aha hell lessong bargain here there don't know what she is talking about and end up dead by the end of the lesson. lunch with yeephon and huijun where we talked and ate random stuff like honey dew and wantan soup! hah physics about magnets and i was doing math. i only did on e question cos i have no calculator! must bring for math and physics!

ok math remedial cos i didn't know what else to do! did log and i was super careless! GAVE MR TAN SHOCKS OF HIS LIFE!
He never expected me to solve sums that way! haha poor mr tan!
after a while he asked me if shir was very dissapointed with the results and i was like ya i mean if you don't achieve the best there will be some disspointment ultimately no matter how bad judgement was.ok then after that before i went of to csm, he asked me if i was very tired. and i was like ya but i just hang in there.

so yup hang in there cos i am about a month to sabbats and well it would be the hols. haha i would have so much fun home alone then! anyone wants to come sleepover?
the house is soleyl mine! yay!

haiya tired still don't sleep! nono i need to do the CHEM SIA first!!

2009-05-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

ahhh nats is over block are almost over sabatticals are coming and sias are almost due! i need to catch my croachroach! ahhhh long weekends make me abit disoriented! i keep thinking today is sat and i woke up at 8.30 thinking oh man i am late for training before realising it is friday! ahhh bad bad so i spent a whole day doing unproductive math and watching tv which is good! i watched 2 episodes of ellen and 1 episode of grey's! ahh they have a video game! hehe i am going to get it! for my birthday! yay! haha bin will get it for me i hope! haha yay! if you didn't know i love greys!

ok so there is math and physics blocks left and haiya i am scared for physics!

yesterday was like the first day of csm and as usual most things are screwed! no heats cos only 8 ppl for discus! can just throw on finals day! argh stupid injury! i don't know why i can't get myself to type the part out! not as if i am some major super star athelte! aha nevermind if you are close to me you will know! so don't reveal it on my cbox! ok i am just being weird! anyway jav is on tues shot putt i don't know when cos anyway i would be there cos audrey would be there to help! yay i love audrey! always there to help!i need to set a school record! so pathetic but what the hell i don't care it has to be mine! argh ok i need to go out on sun to do work with someone! anyone? math btw

ok talk to inez persuading her to go hc! i don't know why i am not even a student but due to the internet and facebook there is already this sense of attachment! haiyo terrible but i need jiaolian and ms tan to keep afloat! without ms tan i would have been drowning this nats! thankyou ms tan!

2009-04-02T06:23:00.000-07:00

so chem spa skill 2 is finally over! i think i might have bio quiz tomorrow! ahh bio is like the bane of my life! ok spa was good but physics quiz is so going to be a mess. ahh and there is math sia which i have to improve on because sias are important! haha i am looking forward to having ms lee coach us! haha meijie and hopefully audrey! i am so excited about it! i really hope she gets to come teach! NATS is really coming! and we must really pull together as a team! B girls we can do it! we are all girls with big hearts and we will fight till the very end and make ms tan and the coaches proud of us! WE WILL DO IT AS ONE TEAM!

I love listening to ms tan talk. it ever inspiring and will it makes me feel like i am in a team which is really important to me! Can't wait for the next track meeting and well nats to come! i am quite happy its here!

on the dark side

i am super pissed cos my bro always and always shouts at me! and argh he is suck an ass and a wasteful boy!

i can't stand someone cos she is selfcentered and selfish and she doesn't care about the team! she has ownwership and responsibility and yet all she ever think about is herself! wakeup so what if you have alot of talent? how about the jnrs why don't you help them? i ask you things for a reason and if you want the name and you call yourself it them you jolly well know the team better. By the time you know the problem, i would have already solved it for you while you take like forever. you were chosen cos you were better than the rest in results but character wise you just can't make it!

argh aside from iritating things like this, life is fine! i love sitting beside shirlynn!

Go NANYANG ATHELETICS!
WE WILL FIGHT ALL THE WAY!

2009-03-23T09:01:00.000-07:00

ahhhhh nationals are coming coming coming so quickly!
ahhhhh i have been typing alot of ahhhhhhhs
i am freaking out quite a bit nowadays esp since mum is not in singapore!
i hate it the adrenaline and anxiety!
fight or flight hormones! and LA block test! i think i got 3 for bio spa skill 3! ahh colouration of pee and i think i put odour! pungent odour! ahhhh ok tootness the food test and whatever not! oh i must practice for SPA skill 2! the calculation part! ahhhhhhh
i want to do well for nats!
Go NYNB!
Go NANYANG!
GO TRACK AND FIELD!
WE CAN DO IT!
ALL THE WAY!
I can I will!

2009-02-20T06:42:00.000-08:00

ahha so dad went to bangkok with nishimura san haha i think that how you spell his name. yesterday's training was good. i like to have long weights sessions. i do alot more!and my throws were ok haha discus haha it is so much less tiring as compared to shot putt i feel like i have alot more life in me even after i finish throwing. and despite being lack of sleep.

ok bad bad english. hmm today was a day in total pain. my shoulder was super pain at the back it is still pain as i type and hmm the terrible monthly pain and apparently iris went to sleep at the sick bay because of that while i slept in the last 5 mins of physics and the whole of the 2nd bio! ahhh it was damm bad during bio and i could hear shir talk abit here and there. ahh my shoulder. i realise that when i am injured i am not focused at all.

ok the highlight of the day is kranji.

i was rather dormant but kranji has thaught me how to feel sad. For the families that lost their young sons. Courage the soldiers had within them and love for my country.

i hope for peace forever more for it has been good all these years for singapore. we are all living in ivory towers of different height while others literally live in mud houses. we must be thankful for what we have no matter how busy our lives are.

2009-02-19T06:30:00.000-08:00

i have japan's ex national pitcher living in my house haha he is sleeping in my brother's room! so exciting!
Happy Birthday Sijia and Hui Yan!

2009-02-16T06:29:00.000-08:00

karo
ayla
zhiyi
and I
will
be sharing
rooms for
GRACES!
I AM GOING TO GET MY BAJU AFTER ALL! I WANT RED AND JEN WANTS PURPLE. JENJEN IS WEIRD!
HAHAHAHAHA THIS IS GOING TO BE SO FUN! I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SAT. FIRST I MUST LIVE THESE FEW DAYS! YAY HAHA TRAINING TOMORROW!
GET WELL SOON HANYI!

2009-02-15T05:55:00.000-08:00

wee its sunday and i went for the 4.30 busy bee class today which i enjoy alot! i like the teacher better! she is very interesting! much better than my teacher! haha ok so yesterday was all comers and well i think it is a good start to this season. i think as an athelete i am becoming better mentally. i am able to hang on even if my first throw was not good. i have became more calm and composed even if it is just all comers. i can sit there and talk and have little chit chats and still at the end i am able to make my throws improve. it is ok i guess to loose this round but i hope to win at nats because that is the thing that counts and it is the one that allows me to go further! the target is far i hope i reach it.

i hope that i would be the one that goes. i just want to go alone or with someone else but not see other people go and not get to go.

2009-02-12T05:09:00.001-08:00

invest was nice and neat
i saw iris dance and alicia and zhiting was wearing contacts, yuxuan is super obvious and ya i did enjoy watching it apart from the irritating sec3s! they are terribly behaved! it is so bad! ya i enjoyed myself helping them though i think that claire is a much better speaker and i defintely enjoyed her speech more last year. montage was like nice in a old fashion way which is really cool. i really think that this year is of to a good start! jiayou BATCH 09!

R is for resilence
O is for Organised
J is for jumbled up Batch 09
A is for All the way
K is for Keep it up
We are the ROJAK Batch 09!

yay i was happy and not paying attention in class today! threw discus and jiaolian thinks that i can cross the line so he might probably send me for nats! yay what a good way to end my last nats in ny! train hard study hard.

bio quiz tomorrow i think!

2009-02-09T07:58:00.000-08:00

hui jun about yenjin last year er dresses and her breakfast.

yeephon about ethel yeujia choir and her piano lessons!

iris about lumbering bear and her tiredness

xiaouyou about track and training

low yuxuan about everything under the sky during busy bee and how the teacher is boring

kelly about me and dance haha its weird and her birthday is coming and yuxuan's and sijia's

2009-02-09T07:35:00.000-08:00

i wonder why i tend to be in a rebellious mood nowadays. i do things i fancy, i get reprimanded, i feel guilty and then i tell myself i shouldn't feel guilty and life gets back to normal. i do miss the days of the hectic life even though it will probably do no good at all to throws, i constantly worry for inez haha ya i have no idea why. i feel that she is always so close to me its weird. its just the little chats.

shir revolves around class cca problems and well little chats about our weekends brothers and well random stuff

karo around our bad chinese er lunch and dinner food from home and well our dislikes haha

alicia is about life as a whole and iceream and shopping

libin about random things past present and really random close close friend stuff like our mother's whereabouts and if i am going to her house!

yuxuan about malay netball and our worries and well weird stuff!

2009-02-03T07:19:00.000-08:00

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i chose red orange and yellow!

2009-01-27T06:01:00.001-08:00

oh so there goes the cny hols and well i have alot of homework and aunty yati has washed my bag for me so my school bag is nice and clean! yay ok so yesterday i went to 50 for the whole day laze around in the purple dress and well read quite abit of eclipse i think ok its the 3rd twilight book anyway! then the usual people came, expect i did get to see the twins and their brother ( ah Bin i think!) and rose and tulip which are my aunty and uncles and are quite fun to talk to ok i always talk to the twin that works at MOE or something like that anyway she is a civil servant. ya didn't get to talk to them this year. and then instead of going to laotio's house at night, we went in the afternoon and ya got to sit in his house and he is getting weaker! so sad and ya apparently he is super independent still. he refuses to have a maid and he goes out to eat lunch everyday and he climbs like 33 steps! and it takes him 2 to 3 hours every time! and i think he likes it cos he gets to talk to people! i think he has been diagnosed with slight parkinson's but he doesn't want to be treated! but ahh his memory is damm good. plus when you talk to him he is still as sharp as ever and he tells people the exact same things. yup ok that sums up my chu yi. did gamble a bit and i lost all my money i had to get some from mum! before that i think on chuxi i lost some oh but i didn't really gamble on chuxi and chu yi.

ahh chu er i like it better my mum's side and lao yi's super big house! haha so she is a insurance broker and she has a ship in somalia that got kidnapped! ok not hers her client! haha ya i think that she is super interesting eventhough i don't really talk alot at her house! but at least it is some sort of visiting! ok then we went to ah ma's house and there was no on e ther! played with rayn till he went out then ate lunch haha malay food! we always have malay food cos then my grandmother doesn't have to cook up a feast like everyday! apparently she had popyes on chu yi haha upgrade from KFC! then we played in between untill 4 plus when i won $ 50 and then i went to watch phineas and ferb and eat cheng tng! and wendy yiyi was saying how me and my brother were so old and yet we still watch cartoon! yup we watched it and then rush hour and i was getteing bored quite alot and walked around then went to gamble inbetween again and then watch black jack and then go home! ok ya an inbetween that i took a chair and used it to support my arm and head while watching rush hour 3 and yizhang poked me with his feet and soo rui yiyi was like you took a chair to support your hand? hah ya and she refused to gamble and wu yi po said she is very rich cos she takes taxi everywhere!

ok jumbled up post for CNY but it was quite good! never had so much winnings! ya okhmm greys season 5 was also damm good!

2009-01-22T04:33:00.000-08:00

haha ok no lessons tomorrow and i made stupid mistakes during math quiz argh argh argh. i am enjoying staring into nothing at the canteen during luch and haha i went to the rock wall wanting to speak to yuxuan and saw that she was in the gym and i didn't go in. don't know why but then they won today!

ok sometimes i get really irritated with the juniors when they always say that they don't want to go for training and yada yada but today i am very happy to see wingshan and stephanie improve like crazy! and i really hope that they make it for nats! and for the first time i really felt like i was teaching the juniors. actively teaching and i hope that they improve! i think they will! Thus it would be good for everyone! and i speak for shot putters only!

WELCOME BACK PEILIH!

2009-01-17T04:32:00.000-08:00

there is alot of noise outside my house! i think people are having their tuan yuan fan and are drinking quite a bit. i just checked the results of all comers and by 9 I need to start work if not i will die. hehe ya relaxed alot tonight even though i am suppose to catch up. anyway there wasn't my event but i think that c div discus should do ok this year possible 2nd haha ya if they continue their anyhow throw till april. ok good good. this year the sec1s super enthu sat they also come! anabella likes to learn which is good and i think lanying is doing quite well ALICIA MS DRAGON YOU ARE THE LAZY BUM. HAHA that is if they even bother to find my blog! which i think would not be possible but juniors if you see this please just work harder! EAT MORE BUT NOT TOO MUCH! ahaha chinese new year goodies! ok so i met chernhwee and she has changed coach to sprints dynamics! and she has told me about xiao gu niang and she said she is loosing weight! ok that is very good because if that is the case then my chances of winning are higher but then i still must train hard! so all the way and loose some weight and throw further! and i am inspired by mellissa to throw further because she tries so hard even though she is not in track and field and the little boy from ACS that jiaolian says i should learn from and also haha scott who is super funny haha i can go ask him questions anytime! yay i am going to improve and beat xiao gu niang hands down ok train harder and study study study!

GO NANYANG NETBALL! ALL THE WAY!

FASTER HIGHER STRONGER!

2009-01-13T06:35:00.001-08:00

well school has started we are into week 2 i got a new hair cut and i acquired a new line.

so school brings well homework and SIA. i am worried for IH i am still doing it now. ahh hmm bio is interesting and i would be catching one of the C one for me and one for karo from the void deck of mama house! ahah and then i will dissect it. first i will go learn how to dissect a C haha i can't spell that is why it is just C. ok next there is some kind of a presentation and we are doing conflicts. i have no idea how we are going to do it. or what kind of conflict we exactly are doing. chinese is done for my part! did it during the hols! i came up with my model canteen plan but have to wait for the report. yay 3d model! i love 3d models! just don't know what to do with them after that! i must make a small one or maybe a foldable one! yay ok so fun!!! La sia is weird as in there is not many things started or maybe i should just be writing by myself. hehe i have so many drafts for tracks and it is so over the word count. die die. ok hmmm chem is jurong island and i would be helping shir should start this weekend if there is nothing major to do. if not i should also study for bio quiz and revise solubility table! haha shocking chem quiz today that got cancelled in the end. i think i can complete my prac without actually doing it. i shall do it to make sure.

ok my new hair is to my liking for once! yay and everyone is cutting hair! mr lim said that cutting hair is an essential new year thing! however, i don't look any differentbecause it is all tied up! ok hmm the new line is my line because i always throw to that line and only that line and right in the middle of that particular line for at least 2 trainings! well it is mr lim and his jokes again! oh he was really funny about the hair thing! i think scott is really funny too and a good coach! ok i hope i do better soon! and loose weight even though chinese new year is coming! haha wingshan wanted to eat louhei during training and stephanie's craving for nasi lemak has not been satisfied! hahaha wing shan was hungry during training so we started talking about food that made mellissa rather amused! haha

oh and i am finally at jin tuan, the last leg of my fujian huiguan lessons and i think i don't want to act. i maybe want to direct and just do lights and sound. yup i think i would do that. i do like the stage and all but i have this urge to just try something new. i don't mind just writing script and playing music! a musical?

2008-10-17T09:08:00.000-07:00

so exams are over it has been months since i have last blogged and well training is mediocre, and ya i was all alone. mum and dad are away in japan. alicia is coming to stay on monday, inez might come on thursday i am feeling like i can't go anywhere but home. jiaolian is going to china when i go to china, nats is in april which is really worrying and i really need to get the hang of training but actually my right hand feels weird like pulled.

Haven't gone to hui guan and the library to settle cip things, haven't done a whole lot of things i want mum to be back it gives me peace i like it and i have a piece of good news for her and dad cos its the money thing and yiyi is flying of again, i am so freaked out by bugs growing in glutinous rice it is disgusting! I need to read some good book, i have no urge for jodi picoult and well ya i am reading junk like lizzie mc guire and i feel like reading princess diaries, i need to go sit at borders. ok i need to train more on top of everything else and stop worrying about the rest of the people. if they don't want to train, they will suffer. the team thing doesn't matter. i will do my best and max my score for the team and train hard. i need to go salt more so that i can get stronger. i feel weak and unfit and helpless argh the squirmy feeling sucks.

JUST REPLIED SHU TING'S EMAIL I MISS HER! I MISS MUM TOO!

Oh and ya because i havne't gone to huiguan for so long, i actually thought i would not act and well focus on training when i am in singapore! i hope that jiaolian would also have sat training next year immediately after school reopens! i need to train and i am really feeling the need for it time is precious and i want to watch season 4 of greys or private practice! kate walsh! doctor?

2008-08-24T07:18:00.000-07:00

i feel proud to be chinese. i have felt proud to be singaporean, as i wear the word on my back but i have never felt proud to be chinese. i guess the olympics might have brought me to realise that only because china is rising. and it makes me want to participate in the olympics. i don't need to win. i just need to qualify. its not my career its just for the love and passion but before that haha must study.

i love going to huiguan. i just like it. the people and hah lessons. and i might be chen yuan yuan haa quite apt. its a nice play anyway! can't wait for jiawei laoshi to be back. i think i idolise my teachers! haaha and i have very fast career switches but i just realised that i hav never thought of becoming a teacher. i think i want to work in china. but i will spend my old days where i spend all my money in singapore.

family photo taking and gong gong's birthday dinner was ok and i am starting to like get more comfortable to da jie's boyfriend which is a foodie like all of us! i got a bit bored and irritated from all that waiting and having my hair in side parting which is suppose to make my face look sharper and ya all that make up! i don't like when there is not light cos light that is blinding makes me forget the make up ya and then we just took alot of photos then came home watch olympics, gossip girl then sleep!
and i now have this game called mario super kart!

2008-08-03T06:57:00.000-07:00

haha dance concert was wonderful!!
it is like the only performance that i watched this year and it makes me feel abit lost in my very little artistic side of me! haha so esplanade=nice formal look=buy clothes!! so i went out with mum after physio with my oily thigh to go and buy a dress, and i walked out of the shop in the dress! haha ya and then i went around with alicia to get libin's present and then we went for dinner after buying flowers! then we went to esplanade and ya stopped here and there to talk to people. alicia was in a red dress and i was in a blue one and when we were at city hall we saw so many ny girls in jeans with was a bit discoraging because we did put in some effort to dress up and look presentable and some people were just ya you know. but when we were at esplanade, we saw like seniors in dresses and heels which was much of a comfort! then talking to mrswong which i always feel rather warm after! haha i don't know why and she was doing all that cat whishtlings and stuff. met mum and mr lim saw ms tan and ms yeo and peilih in a dress! ahah its expected. went in sat 2 rows behind ms yap and inbetween syf people and the 3 men behind were exclaiming when it was the san ren wu because of yiyi! haha it was really funny and beside them was the fujian huiguan dance teacher that obviously doesn't know me but haha i see her on the board outside the ban gong shi!
so my first performance this year was obviously fabulous and i hope to watch more! maybe i should go and watch something else like the hui guan dance one!! the dances were really good and ya i was busy looking out for the people i know and seeing them on stage was really very different! come to think of it i haven't really gone onto this kind of stage for a long time! ahh i want to perform this year! but i have no role for hua tian cuo! aha i want to be the shop keeper or the gangsters wife! haha i can't remember the gangsters name! so ya hmm i need to watch something. scarlet?
huiguan today was ok, i am disgusted at some of the roles that some people get, shocked that some people have already started to bei tai ci, i haven't even read it once! and well i want a role! or i will end up as an sm or dao yan haha fat hope! i can't even act properly myself! yup and we watched some shortened version of hua tian cuo and i really really want to yan!!!! ahh mean while i better study hard!

2008-07-30T08:44:00.000-07:00

ok i am almost done with herstory that is due tomorrow, there is AMC which i will do my best!! then come home and do all that undone homework and hmm study? i need a dress, a photo for my i/c know what to wear to chinese dance, get presents for chinese dance, and hmm well just forget about blocks and start studying for EOYS! i shall do BIO first! ok there is so much to do!! ahh CME and cl presentation CME is like so -_- because i don't know what they want so i will be anyhow typing haha!
meeting ms tan for dunno what tomorrow, i really don't feel like being early on friday, and argh school without knowing there is training is empty. i regret not going for TDC even though it was bad. everyone needs to play their part! to make everything better!!

2008-07-29T06:08:00.000-07:00

cross country yesterday! i managed to resist the temptation to not run cos millie was hysterical when i told her about it.
TRACKERS! if you read which i doubt little will, prize presentation on friday! 710 meet ms tan at GO latecomers will not go on stage! haha hmm apparently i look super sian on stage which is expected! haha i shall try to smile. the SAD WALA THING!! ok nvm i will train hard but then...

BLOCKS
i guess it will be horrendous and well so far the 2 i got back leaves me with a 3++ msg! terrible! so i will study hard untill EOYS are over and then train hard and help the people i need to help! its been bad both my blocks and I MUST STUDY FOR EOYS!!! if not i will die and not be able to train in peace! must do well! PRACTICE!!

hoho i am getting acsics throwing shoes! but its blue again! i want yellow!

MALAY and well i better go study that over the weekend when i mend chloe's store! yes!!

i have alot of work to do! but i finished a significant amount of it except for my ZUO WEN! but the rest over the weekend was worth while! i am charged and all ready to study hard!!!

2008-07-17T08:37:00.000-07:00

finals day
i never felt so stressed never so anxious never so worried about finals day and then it was all over. first was attendance in school, the school flag, even before that was peilih and her sleepless night. then cheering and points and points and cheering. ya i was worried before people were not cheering and they are there to cheer. I admit that cheering alone it totally weird so if everyone cheers it would make me want to cheer my loudest and when other schools cheer i want to cheer too! Especially when it is other schools! then there were the pails and i saw this guy sitting on the pail and then i said " there is a guy sitting on the pail." he stool up passed me the pail. i said thankyou, passed the pail to lianghui and then walked off. Went to the throwers side then was called back to see a laughing melanie and lianghui! haha and then they were laughing cos they taught it was very funny haha ya i don't know why! and then funny stuff happened i was really quite sad when we didn't get to take a team photo and we lost by one point and ya other bad stuff. but then once again, THANKS TO ALL THE SUPPORTERS WHO CAME! andCOUNCIL! TEACHERS TOO! ms foo ms teng ms chue and mr eric tan haha ya he was standing at the back! and mdm chew came even though she was on MC and she sat like so near us she must have felt rather sick and went home because we made too much noise!
ms foo haha i was always standing around her, moving around her and then i saw uncle terence and at first i didn't recognise him but he waved he smiled then i knew that he was one of dad's friend and then when i was all prepared to move up i told ms foo i didn't know who he was then when i heard his voice i knew he was uncle terrance. haha he was there to watch his daughter run relay. haha ms foo was really nice she even cheered!! haha and she kept laughing at me with me and i could remember the whole event order! haha i think its almost the same every year!!!
97 points its good. fantastic for a team that got 41 points when we were in c div. the same team. we were 1 point behind st nicks just 1 point. the 132 pt 14 medal team. we have no gold medals one silver medal and 9 if i am not wrong bronze medals when we got 41 points we got 2 bronze or 1 bronze one silver both from the relays! ok self consoled haha!
for next year i have my aims i shall help the rest have aims too so we can scale greater heights but before that i better study study study hard so that i can train hard when i need too!
TRACK please learn to cheer, want to cheer when you are at CCK next year for finals day or national stadium which would be my dream come true!

GO NANYANG! GO SINGAPORE! in case i dont come here during national day!

2008-07-15T08:10:00.000-07:00

nationals 2008
i must say that well this year has been ok for me and i am still hoping that nanyang will be able to beat both stnicks and cedar and make it to 2nd place! GO NANAYANG!
i feel quite stongly for track especially after jocelyn's sms that fateful saturday. i enjoy but i do have regrets for some people. i openly on the internet say i don't want to go anywhere apart from HC if i am still stuck in singapore which will most probably be the case and so No Rj i will feel so traitor espcially now when i have seen people i know and it wasn't even because HC didn't want them.

STICK with my roots and SCALE GREATER HEIGHTS< I AM AIMING QUITE HIGH!
ok yay.

9.69 2nd is not my PB
but the 1st got 10.83 or 10.9 something so i got trashed very badly and hahhaha ya she is GOING ASEAN but am I? i hope to i do!

for wenqi carolyn and audrey
well your shot putt life is over 2 years 3 years or 5 years or maybe it just started but PB break 9 or top 8 doesn't matter what does is that you did your best for the team and you were part of making the champion HC team of 2008! yay

discus and jav i don't have much to say cos i don't throw that but MONKEY with the record and MEIJIE with the PB WELL DONE!

i want throws seniors that are girls when i go to JC!!!

2008-07-07T07:24:00.000-07:00

argh ok i don't feel like studying anymore i rather throw or do you know other things.
projects are the worst i think that is why i like math because the SIA at least for this year is just solving more math questions.

ok i am suppose to thank council for the presents and i have not done that. i can't do anything very sane before nats which is bad!

ok nats on thursday and no i shall not fret! i will beat her. i want it so bad. i want more than a PB! and i somehow don't have the confidence i felt last year! ok this sucks and there is BIO SPA tomorrow and its not going to be pleasant i guess.

just throwing my life away throwing a metal ball??

2008-07-01T06:57:00.000-07:00

i end my WALA journey my third and my last not my best in term of achievement but i can say i have learnt the most! i have forged stronger friendship with the others that i already known, understood finally how important REST is as an athelete. hehe ms seetho really i don't know i really want to go because of INEZ but then there is someone else i don't want to see and be on the same team with. and off course yuxuan alicia peko LIBIN i have always been in the same school as her. really if i go its because of you and INEZ really. but then if i fail i will go.
haha
ya cos i won't be alble to go HC.

well i know that she a fighter i wonder if i am one. i will persist all the way during nats. all the way. it applies for everyone. and FOCUS again! i know i was caught off guard i know i was. well nats are coming!

2008-06-29T05:18:00.000-07:00

and now back to physics so that i can calm my nerves and when i am done call IRIS! yay

2008-06-29T05:15:00.000-07:00

its tomorrow! ahhh ok don't scared ok if i fail i will fight back. if i do well go further. ok dream big dream big i am prepared lah! don't think so much sleep early i am feeling the jitters once again haiyo its bad and i felt it twice this year. all comers and WALA okok be confident jiaolian will be there spritually i will have the power to do it! GO ALL THE WAY TEAM SINGAPORE

2008-06-26T08:22:00.000-07:00

i wonder if i would make it to bed at a sane time tonight. i doubt.
bio sia no complains cos we are slogging this together. IH damm i don't know anyhow do. i like the subject not the work. zuo wen i will and must finish before my chinese goes down the drain.

ok stop thinking about training so much. i think i am a workaholic. i must like train everyday or something if not will die like that. ok i shouldn't it bad. but then okok tomorrow light weights do more fu ji things and don't do so much hamstring related things. ahh i just want to throw to the grassy plains.

WALA is coming so soon then it will be over in a poof. hmm i am not going to school on monday definitely and tues i only want to go untill 11.15 then i leave with eunice. hmm i want to go watch c girls shot and i realise that shot is the first b girls event. i shall motivate myself using the c girls results. i will do well so i must rest more and stop training stop thinking about training and studying harder or you will just fail all your tests! i warned you i warned you and you are still here. now shoo go do your bio and help shir. you still have IH and zuo wen waiting!!!

2008-06-25T07:50:00.001-07:00

i know i should be doing work i know i should sleep as early as possible but here i am wasting time. but then again

ok its about throws. so i wonder when my throws will pick up. maybe i shouldn't i wonder when my hamstring should recover, i know it will i just have to be good and stretch and warmup. ok pick up and just do it i can. i did it during the hols. lessen weights concentrate on throwing. technique is the most important. turn right leg don't stick butt out and keep head in the right position and the right time. Bring counterpain, put counterpain. rest more sleep more. charge up for nats. ok i will do it. i can do it. i want to. LITTLE MS SUNSHINE wants to win the beauty peagant. its all in the mind.

i am boiling the bubbles its the least i can do and i still feel obliged to help batch 09 and for PSS its the lingering feeling i don't it to go away.

2008-06-24T06:19:00.000-07:00

ahh school is just well hmm boring waste time but what to do. hmm i wonder if i just self study i think it would be more productive but well hmm maybe not. ok i have tonnes of homework because i didn't do it during the hols like the math trigo. i am editing sicko cos deadline is on friday and then there is LA SIA presentation CL sia that will be over and the ones that i am most afraid of is bio and physics. i need to do a poster for physics which is not so bad. bio hmmm.

there is alot of track stuff to do thankfully the dinner is settled with a new surprise, there is WALA briefing tomorrow and i look forward to see inez once again. training is light but well i am not sure. i guess i need to just throw more and today was like a lousy start to the term even though i wanted to throw so badly. hmm tomorrow shall be a better day. i shall go training after wala briefing. i shall ask cikgu hanim about the malay thing some time tomorrow. ahh ok there really is alot of things to do and i shall stop wasting time.

homework the bane of my life. classmates hmm

better throws

2008-06-17T07:50:00.001-07:00

10 july thursday 830 chua chu kang b girls shot putt flight 2! yay
train study sia
i like training the best and i am very happy bacause of training. nats is like coming so soon! i wish i went and registered for nats jnr but then hah don't think liao lah maybe just go down and support carolyn and wenqi! ahah ya morning was by myself but i realise that my most productive trainings are the ones on tuesday and thursday cos jiaolian will stay at the pit and correct and i make makes some changes to improve! yay i think i am 0.5m from my goal hahha yay training tomorrow afternoon will be less productive but i still need to go and practice what he told me today.

Can you throw when its noisy? haha ya i can depends on when the noise starts, like if i an in the pit and you start then ok actually as long as you don't suddenly scream shout like how mr lim does sometimes then its fine. hoho i like encouragement and changes and my hamstring seems better but then i got weird feelings on my wrist and my ankles ahha weird feelings. oh which reminds me about grad mag which is utterly terrible! ah i am terrible at designing and computer stuff. hehe who want to watch WALA? i am throwing on 30 june at 2.30! come down and cheer for singapore! haha i can't wait really can't wait. the people like mr tham inez ayisha mel mel liang wei gina the guys that only love on friday, haha ya all the wala perth people! and BONG and the australian girl. i shall be nice and give them pins. Oh i want to swop track suit anyone likes the blue and grey? haha

i am excited happy excited happy woots! Throwing and track! WOOOTS
back to homework again!

2008-06-09T07:01:00.000-07:00

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened." - Dr Suess.
it sums SLC up for me.
the memories fun worry and awkward moments. i am training my max! i need to study more!

2008-05-31T00:48:00.000-07:00

Like what i told the school eventhough i have no idea whether they are listening or not, it not the end but its the beginning. so as i move on and i am still in this half in half out mood. its really weird but still i will learn to accept it. I miss obs alot i do now since i read yuxuan's post. I will heed your advice and be constantly careful when i train especially now sinceseason is coming. Jiaolian said that my throws were fine. i hope technique is right now so i can concentrate on making it far. i still hope to break 10 hehe i do.

It is good to take on alot of things ok i like to pack myself untill i have no time to spare like every 5 mins is essential but when it comes to doing it i will take my own sweet time especially changing shoes after training. changing shirt too. that little girl on sunday times having too little time to herself. i think its fine. i was one of those type of kids just that i did not have sakamoto maths and creative writing. i had lots of chinese lessons haha eventhough my chinese is terrible now. i enjoyed those lessons on carpeted floors hah. weird lessons like something about worms. haiya kindergarden was so fun also don't need to do anything. i can only remember the playground. and learning to spell because and monday! hahaa

I shall train more lah fill up my time eventhough i know i won't be doing anything productive at home like now! ok if i don't train i will feel bad that i left for nothing.

~+Aud+~ Dream on says:
but there should be no more full day trng
let time heal everything says:
if you don't want there isn't
let time heal everything says:
if you want there will always be

i will train more. hehe

2008-05-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

i feel so loved. i am so touched. i shall elaborate some other time.

I WILL MISS YOU YU XUAN AS YOU WALK AROUND UBIN OR KAYAK AROUND THE SEAS OF SINGAPORE! WE GOT A NEW ISLAND

2008-05-24T09:13:00.000-07:00

its sealed

2008-05-23T07:05:00.000-07:00

i am an athelete, i am a human being. i have feelings and once somethings are done, i can't just put it down. maybe i don't sit down and think when its midway during training. maybe everything comes too quickly. i wanted it in primary school when i was so impressed by shimin and jiaen and biqi. at sec one i was just a far away dream, sec 2 a near dream, sec 3 a realised dream that might just end tomorrow. it has made me what i am today, as of now. for what i have done i thought started out as a responsibility but now a passion. i just want to do it. i dream to see it happen.

I envision a day when it all comes true and maybe i can leave at ease. its not what others say but what i want, the passion that drives me to doing it. to not dread it no matter how painful and tough it gets. But out of fear i don't want to retaliate to what the coaches have done for me. out of passion i tell myself to stand up for what i want.

i had a WALA PERTH dream that came true. i had this dream that came true too. it was just a dream that needed a longer time to persue and complete. a dream i want and i don't think that i can just put down because i look forward to going to YOG. i know i have chance but without training i will not. but will i be able to put all down and focus or will i just feel so lost? i still ponder but my mum over rules it. she still does and it is not like i am fantastic at convincing her. i am decided but she opposes it.

2008-05-19T07:10:00.000-07:00

oh open house was on sat and i got to tell you something!

Ms Yap our principle haha ya she came and told me and yuxuan that she was going off to australia tonight and then i think was it karen or mrs chua that told me she is so hip! haha i think its quite funny cos she just came and said she was leaving now cos she was going to australia tonight. oh and mrschua thought me how to pin my blazer properly. hehe so now i will not look so revealing in it! open house was fun hot and hanjing called me an evil monster for that! i was doing the job that no one wanted by bursting all the ballons. which reminds me i have yet to claim money from ms lye! haha i shall do it quick before she forgets! err wednesday morning maybe? or tuesday after school or during the break. ahh wed break is going to be a mad rush but fun! ahh SWC we will be together through thick and thin!

2008-05-19T01:25:00.000-07:00

i happily gave all my chem ws to mrslai together with my file so my schedule is busted. i have to get down to completeing all the PSS as the welfare one is well varied so i have alot to type.

Btw its spelt COUNCILLORS. haha we don't counsel people. i want to read more english book. argh du shu bao gao! haiyo i don't know how to do i. how to read 2 chinese books in a month without feeling like sleeping or changing it to an english book? ok that aside i shall be training harder so i will have to up my training schedules esp since i am missing alot alot of trainings due to SLC. hopefully i get to go down on monday afternoon. if not i will not be training for a week. but well trainings have to come with quality and quantity.

jiawei laoshi wo ke neng liang ge yu bu jian ni, nian di yan chu ye ke neng bu neng can jia yin wei wo yao dao beijing qu duo liao jie chuan tong wen hua, kan kan olympics de xian chang!

why do i have so many things?

2008-05-18T10:39:00.000-07:00

its on swearing and being vulgar and i hate it. the refree that i asked if i could wait till the announcement was over then throw that said no that turns out to be a lady from rjc! ahha she is their track i/c with ms seetho? i think i like ms seetho better. about the announcement thing i guess they are right so train harder it means. oh and she is ms poon luckily i didn't go and attempt to call her anything like excuse me sir hahaha as wenqi said it i would have got 2 m taken away. that leaves me with 7.3.

i realised that i go and look at the age group rankings time and time again and well i can't wait for it to be updated. SAA hurry up. well so there was this girl in a blue shirt that was swearing so much it was so irritating. then she went on to ask us if we not this girl called sharlene and she is j1. then i was like maybe. haha i think i know lah wron gperson also no harm. and she went on to say that sharlene was from track. then i was like no. i can remember all the seniors! then from council. then she went on to show her the council photo and then she was like i was stripped of the post before photo taking hahahahahhahaha after investiture photo taking haha and then ok a big bunch of lies. and that girl that said it sweared in front of the refree's face! and she didnt get red card not even yellow card! she is sososososo irritating! i can't stand it thankfully she didn't make it to top 8 cos she had no throws for all 3 throws. that aside she announced very loudly that she got in to her school through dsa by leadership and choir and now she is in choir cos she thinks its stupid. i think she is childish and why isn't she in their leadership body if she dsa leadership? why join track and field when you totally spoil the name. it is this kind of people that give track such a bad name. if she behaves like that at nats, she will have no future at all. maybe she will only get one throw. for the good of the a div girls she should not be there. thankgoodness she is not in the same division and i will never be in the same division!

counsellors haha ok its of someone's blog scolding us for booking them and chasing them out of their class. i admit sometimes and more often than not, i make more enemies than friends. that person was in my watch and at OBS i totally despised her cos she was a free loader for alot of things. when i do things, i want to do it as a team. i believe strongly in the one for all all for one theory. so if you don't do it why should people be nice to you if you drag the team down, many a times at OB i was doing all the ku gong. do you know i carried alot more than you? do you know that even if we felt like giving up we never did? did you know that? OB is over we all learnt. i don't really see you much in school but i hope you are doing well. so she critisied us as a whole for booking people being unfeeling and absolutly un-understanding(i don't think there is such a word) people. we are human. and i speak for myself. it pains me to book people. it does. i wish and hope and pray i catch no one. sometimes i walk fast so as to hope to see no one but yet i end up bumping into someone eating. it puts me in a dilemma. i face you and my conscience. i hope you destroy your evidence then i can't say anything. i hope you run away and make me unable to chase you. but yet people let us book them. i believe in karma and for the past 2 terms, everytime i do recess patrol i fall sick. we don't book cos we want to but it is an obligation, intergrity, a price to pay. i hope you understand and if your classmate commmited the mistake everyone has to pay for it graciously.

on a lighter note i just realised that i have not written all my homework down and its 2.25. i want to talk to wenqi online again. tomorrow shall be the day and i will sleep early so that i will have a good training.

things to do. chem ws17, chi lecture things and PSS.

hols homework:
too many i don't dare to list. must remember to get it off huijun's blog

2008-05-18T09:22:00.000-07:00

all comers are finally over. the first time i hated the ite atmosphere cos the stadium was too big and there was too little people. today there was a number tag frenzy. mr lim went all the way to simei, the jav girls had one qualifier, i did not even see claire, i did not talk to liuyi, i was telling carolyn alot of random things at the pit. i was trying to give her some confidence. i don't feel nervous neither am i very confident cos i am just calm. i wanted so much to break pb the other all comers. reach 9. today i finally did it and i learnt that i have to be able to throw with noise. i guess i got to sut all the noises out especially when mr lim is around with his very funny jokes. i lose focus too easily too. especially with so many things on mind now council throws and the ever daunting school work.

june camp.
i should go because its good bonding.
it like a realisation a preparation for surviving without seniors
it is good cos we learn from it
it is for batch 09 from batch 08
i want to go when i don't get to go
i shouldn't go cos i am so injury prone
i have nationals and walaa singapore like soon after the camp
i need to focus on training well after having a whole year of terrible trainings.

but the verdict is not out. i wouldn't know.

all i can do is to focus during training and hope that i reach 10. weiying i know you are my competitor but i hope your injury recovers soon.
hannah stop eating so much bananas. haha just a pun. but she is really very power. argh train harder train harder. FOCUS! ITS THE WAY TO GO.

ms seetho just stop making me feel like a traitor to HC ok i will go to the school across the bridge. dr mok was from there too.

2008-05-15T10:14:00.000-07:00

yay its tomorrow but there is lots of chinese hols homework and i need to do my chinese SBQ during the weekends. i will do it on sunday after comps! argh comps my throws today were not bad but i still yang tou. i can throw 9 ahaha i like to think that way. 9.6 somemore hahhahaha. but i guess jiaolian was randomly sprouting numbers and well i could only last 2 throws and its not enough.

on a side note there is WALA perth outing on sat haha i am only joining them for dinner and its poh's birthday so i might grab him something first. sakae i heard. hmm sushi! inez i really can't wait to talk to you.

and well i am now madly typing PSS and so was Xin Yun. and we will be till we finish. girmy suggeston form oh man! aha don't complain. thanks to all the people who wrote suggestions! there is also a new box that looks nice so thanks OM tan. i am so amused cos kelly decided to have this little party and well we can celebrate someone's birthday together though its late oh and i forgot shuting's present. maybe i should make her something.

exco or not actually not for me to decide but then well it is in my mind especially when i had to meet yenjin during recess and i have to meet her again in the morning cos we never got to the topic. hahaha ya so fun! its like ranting sessions but its logical and good for evryone. i will do whatever to make it the best but i don't want to bite more than i can chew so i am still contemplating. june camp. when i can go i dread it. when i can't go iwish i could. if i went and something happens to me, i will totally regret. i don't go i will think that i have loss out. just like today's track meeting! argh i want to know what happened!

whatever it is should be done to the best. and well random quotes on leadership. slc pslc and i am quit excited. nationals and victory dinner

2008-05-14T09:02:00.000-07:00

one more day before sabbats, one more day before i start physics sia which has been long neglected and one more day before open house and then comps on 18. i am kind of reluctant to go but since i am going i have to do my best! i just looked at the age group rankings and well i am 1m plus plus away from hannah. so i must train harder. the one meter will make it or break it. i need to pass 9 for 4 and hopefully 10 soon. before nats. must train harder and hope that i will be fine till nats.

council camp to go or not to go. its not for me to say. for council i should go. for throws i should not go. for ms tan jiaolian and mr lim i should not go. for dad and mum i should not go. for myself i want to go but i don't think i should. for YOG (yes i dream to go want to go yearn to go and hope to go)i should consult ms tan. maybe i shall meet her on friday during lunch. maybe. no i should. i shall ask. maybe xiao you should go to. maybe. but i will definitely meet her.

tomorrow is meeting day everyday has been meeting day. i want to go for track meeting yet ms tan says go for NYSL meeting. nvm there will be people to tell me what happened. i need a motivational speech. ms tan's ones always work on me. it inspries me.

i am proud to have track as part of me. so i will train harder. add weights for fan tomorrow. at least 1.25 up. what have i been doing during training? the 15kg? i must must must reach it before i leave nanyang! Peilih are you sure you want to go RJ? Or have you been making jokes for fun and fooling me?

i love throwing. i love track. i must sleep so that training will be goo.

2008-05-09T10:22:00.000-07:00

i miss 2/6 2/6 2/6 2/6 2/6 2/6

i never thought so for i just left but now i feel it so bad. i want to be back together as a class again. the good old days. libin i wil look for that picture. i must and i will

2008-05-09T08:50:00.000-07:00

No matter how bad i am at expressing emotions, i do have them.

PSS awareness week is half over. i can't say that i have put in my best in publicity because i know that i could have done more only after the whole ting started. when i worried that i would not get anything and when i worried that nothing would be feasible. when i worried that i would not be able to do a good job. when i smack myself for wanting to meet msteng during recess and not knowing what happened during lunch because i went for GM. when i worried there will not be anyone mending the store. When i worried i would make a fool out of myself on stage. when i worried that there will not be assembly.

I worried so much for this . i feel for it. i want to help. i want to get a suggestion that wows me. something out of the ordinary material things. i know they are the fastest things that would be put into place. i take PSS as something personal. something that you suggest from the bottom of your heart and only when i agree with you will i then be able to put my heart into helping. i know somethings cause trouble especially when they are new and implemented in the middle of the year. i suffer if you think you suffer. i enjoy if you think you do. the management is not that far i am sure that they will open up if we are rationale about our suggestions.

i set myself a quota and i need help in reaching it. it is something so small compared to the whole population. i hope it works. it is my heart into the project for it is something i want to do well in. i do not believe in just passing time. whatever i do i have to do it to the best of my abilities lest my consciencess haunts me. I feel for the project. I want it so badly to be good but it is not entirely in my hands.

i just hope for one good one from more than 1200 people. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?

TO BE OR NOT TO BE I SIT ON THE FENCE.

MY BUTT GETS POKED.

OW SO HOW?

2008-05-01T03:01:00.000-07:00

i think i spent my time doing homework eating walking to the toilet and my day is almost over. looking forward to sat training ok gm i must get ready for the update. oh and i still have cl sia and i must get the la sia things sorted out. ahhh still so much to do. i can't wait to see the playback teacher too haha.

you better study harder and stop playing so much or dreaming is the one that kills. your maths sucks now you can't even do simple equations! wake up study harder and train harder!

2008-04-30T20:18:00.000-07:00

haha i just have to type this so i can stop fooling around on the comp and get started with bio sia. shir where is it? dione too?! haha naughty naughty must be sleeping.

SWC shirt pink purple pink purple pink pink pink purple purple purple pink and purple

i want hmm orange? yellow? i don't mind pink or purple if it is nice aha i am going to wear a pink or purple shirt! haha

karen screams not she wouldn't but for a dramatic effet which reminds me i have to memorise the hero part now for awareness week! so embarrasing. wednesday. she doesn't want a shirt but we want a shirt or at least me and han jing. ahha i don't know why the shirt just poped up in my head.

oh and mschia calling us crazy screaming girls. we are not crazy! we don't scream we cheer and we like it! ahh csm nostalgia

collage=colarge ahha inside joke once

2008-04-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

haha csm just passes so fast and this year wo kong shou er hui.

but i threw 20 for discus. even further than my bro haha ok but then he is sec one. no basis of comparison. comments from management is back and they approve of all the suggestion. it takes a while but we must understand that they are busy and they need time.

i told carolyn i was updating for PSS and then wenqi asked her oh so what do you do when you update so this is kindof what carolyn said:
you stand up go up to the front and very loudly you tell everyone the date.

ahhahahahaa

ok i am just being lame but i love carolyn's lame jokes.

so after csm we had the continuous cheer which i like. NYSC then huga eh with all the seniors super seniors and the grand seniors like those we met at december camp!!! which reminds me june camp is coming and i will have retarded muscles after that which is super bad and i need to change me feeling towards training and my out look towards it too. its affecting my performance. train harder lah after that loose already don't go home and sit on the bed and dream. train when you have the time! train when you can! regret is not an option.

so we went to iris's house after csm. ulubiang! haha i don't know why i like that word. we drank ribena watched forest gump which was super slow! haha it was fun.

oh when we were eating we were telling random parts of our lives to each other which was cool! and i have so many embarrassing moments. i shall not be sharing them and telling more people who knows a tones about them.

so many incoherant posts. i want to watch tv. i need to do bio sia hmm

2008-04-25T02:40:00.000-07:00

you know sometimes its nice to come home early and you are feeling fine and then you have the whole afternoon to yourself to stay at home and do nothing so i shall not be spoiling it by going back to school for the debate thing. all the best debators.

on the other hand, i would very much like to go back and train. i shall do abit of mo fang later before dinner. so homework for the week end

1physics prac
2maths ws9.1 i hope that i would understand
3study for maths quiz. must study! stop slacking away.
4know what to write for an yi lun wen and stop being a muddle head in chinese
5think of questions for baloons
6 sort PSS out. its half done
7bio ws 5.1
8maths RAFT
9AMES
10 #christie and TLL

i will do my homework properly and not rush all out on sunday even though there is no hui guan this week.

i feel like a spotted red cow. i can't wait for gm next week. my 2 week long jinx is finally over. is it really?

haha i want to walk to kelly's house.

2008-04-21T06:57:00.000-07:00

i have this urge to change to livejournal i don't know why but i know i must keep this blogger cos of malay blog. i need to realese heat

my body according to my is very heaty. my right eye hurts, i have had 3 nose bleeds in 2 days and a terrible sore throat.bio spa tomorrow. i shall just go and figure it out. as for todays homework which i better start on,i have

1reflections for the $200 i somehow wish i never took it.
2ih seminar presentation
3comment for PSS from teachers must send to seniors
4lijie

i guess that's all and its alot for a night. there is heats tomorrow.

all i want to do is to get well.

2008-04-19T03:08:00.000-07:00

viral fever

sick sian don't want to go to school tomorrow and i don't feel any better from sleeping the afternoon away. so i still went for arena cos i felt like crap after waking up at 7 this morning. and then while waiting yenjin asked me so do you stay up very late because of council? and i told her sometimes. and then she said grace said you did the PSS things until very late. I told her i slept the woke up to do it. that was thursday night cos i had no homework for one night was really tired, so i was reading readers digest when i fell asleep on the bed. woke up realised i haven't checked email and xinyun told me something about the think thank stuff being sent out in email so i decided to check. saw the PSS thing, realised that there was not so much to change, made the changes, went back to sleep. next morning had fever but still went to school i don't know why. felt like crap during pccg. ms teo tried to persuade me to go home once again but then i was in such a daze i just stared at her. went for physics. did the experiment su per fast, fell asleep and mr shone actually told huiying to just let me sleep. ok then recess patrol alone, meet seniors for think thank general feedback lost and messy. chem not so bad. experiments and its suppose to be nh4 then sil freezing away, gm no fan no aircon no lights because of earthweek and it actually felt good. the round tables feels like a reunion. before that was the questioning of marks and recess patrol with like a super high fever but i still persisted. maths and bio was terrible. went to rockwall, felt like crap, went to doctor yap went home sleep, wake up, go 50, comehome, do think thank minutes, sleep wake up, bathe, go arena, comehome, sleep, ammend PSS send to seniors hopefully it will be fine, go back to sleep again as i have promised yuxuan. i do not think that i would be going out of the house tomorrow.

2008-04-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

i am tired and my ankle hurts. the left one and i had 2.4 and i ran so slow. ok i jogged. 16.30 so it sucks its a D and i am not going to do anything about it. i am so afraid i will bust my ankles so i am going to promise myself to do ankle strengthening after every training and on both weekends.

there is training tomorrow i am qa little apprehensive but then i will go. i am kind of afraid to do fan gang lin! i need to get well soon. i really need to. if not i will know that the throws i do will never be my best. i hope there is nothing wrong with my back. i must get ih done tonight and find out how to do 5 and challenge yourself for maths 8.2, chem car. bio sia,la sia i have to go and sort it out. can you like do already then tell me what you have done instead of letting me ask you what you have done and the answer is always nothing. i am tired, falling sick injured and i want the hols so badly now.

想哭又不感哭. 哭了又会如何

2008-04-15T08:18:00.000-07:00

ok just a fast one. i need to do council thigs for pss and thinkthank, ih essay and 8.2. shaoting i know you don't read but well i finish my tll essay! ahah

ok so i want to blog about alot of things then when i am on this page i never get anything i wanted to blog done. ok 2.4 i shall just pass. i want to save my kind of busted ankle. millie is nice but i don't want to see her as my physio again.

ok on the politics and beijing olympics ahah they ryhm. so sports is sports and standing from an atheletes point of view, i think that they can not send their whatever important people to grace the event but they must send their atheletes. to some of them , they have trained so hard for that short period of time and once they miss it, that's it. its the truth of an athele's very short career life.

training again. inez i wonder if you still read but i saw zoro and ya i told you already and i now wave and smile at him. i am playing along, helping you have some practice on your future career. i got to go. ih is due on friday.

2008-04-11T23:20:00.000-07:00

AM courses you have chosen:
Course Title
Course Code
Priority
Fencing
2008_S3_01-06_PE1_AM
3
Tchoukball
2008_S3_01-06_PE2_AM
2
Ice Skating
2008_S3_01-06_PE3_AM
5
Dance
2008_S3_01-06_PE4_AM
4
Ultimate Frisbee
2008_S3_01-06_PE5_AM
1
Stained Glass Art
2008_S3_01-06_AE3_AM
6
PM courses you have chosen:
Course Title
Course Code
Priority
Learning Humanities Through Movies
2008_S3_01_06_HU1_PM
3
CSI Project Armageddon
2008_S3_01-06_HU2_PM
8
Organic Food
2008_S3_01-06_HU3_PM
4
Philosophy
2008_S3_01-06_EL1_PM
1
Humor
2008_S3_01-06_EL2_PM
2
Forum Theatre
2008_S3_01-06_EL3_PM
5
Mastering Murder Mystery
2008_S3_01-06_EL4_PM
6
Discovering your inner child
2008_S3_01-06_EL5_PM
7
I & E
2008_S3_01-06_PW1_PM
9

haha my sabbats options. the pm session i have no idea what to do.

2008-04-11T06:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday was discus heats and i got to finals so i will not not be free on finals day! and then while trying to help take people's shoe bags and bags, i got caught in the cold and heavy rain that is giving me sniffles now! and well it is kind of bad. so the dribbles have been going on for the whole day so i have been cold and latargic most of the time and my eyes sting and i am going for training and i don't want to do weights but then see how cos weights room got aircon that's why i don't want to go do weights.

today marks the last day of the many many physio sessions i had after the obs and falling injuries for both ankles. its good i don't have to see millie means i can finally train fully and all that but then i am now not free to sit at the comfy chair and read the papers that i would never get a chance to read. and she is nice just that physio does get kind of painful sometimes and ya my balance sucks. i shall be practicing it faithfully i hope. i must it saves me from injuries. i must stay away from claymore point at least untill after july like august i can go back if i need. but hopefully not. i need to do better for the next all comers so i guess i had better train hard. ahh how i hate training on friday. but it is good for me. it is good. so i will go. i must go. and do my things properly. and throw well tomorrow! AHH OK EDIT WALA PERTH POST!

2008-04-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

i just found some consolation for a website but well it means that i should be training hard. and my official training will be on sat! cos there was cip today.

ok so cip our dear mrs lai forgot to call silver centre so the old folks all went home. but over all i think this is one of the best cips when i get to sit down and talk to the old folks and i started by grinning at her and then it started to pour! talked about their life bascially they talked more about the fact that we are all so tall now and that we must gan gan jiang everything and how pretty rebakah was sitting beside me not even talking much! you and yee phon! haiyo horrible people.

ya so i think this one makes a diff and there was this super pro er hu uncle that is musically talented.

train hard study hard

2008-04-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

i wonder if i am just finding excuses for myself. i wonder if i am really going to break. i really want mum to be back. my life is such a mess. i need to practice piano tomorrow. i need to throw better. but tomorrow i have to write the compo. the one i have put aside for so long. tomorrow there are so many things to do. i really wonder. i just can't wait for thursday there are no lessons but now i dread piano. i wonder if i should just stop it. i need to get my nyaa cip done. yet i don't seem to have the time. i want to throw well yet tomorrow i am not going for training. i want so much but everyone has the same amount of time. i need to do minutes. minutes i have never done before.

i am a sucker for notes and letters and my mum use to write me lots of notes for encouragement in primary school before exams! and i still have them in my drawer! i just read the card alicia and yuxuan wrote for my for walaa and well i wonder it i was too confident on sunday because i didn't really panic. i might have fell into a hole but its time to pick myself up and overcome all the injuries! may my injuries get better faster! ahh my ankle is taking a long long time to heal!

i love you mum and dad! i miss you!

2008-04-06T06:25:00.000-07:00

i am super tired. i didn't really get to sleep till 9 this weekend. allcomers was well i don't know i don't like the atmosphere cos there was no cheering at all. distance not good guo says he is going to change me. ok its a change for the better i know it.

so meeting teachers tomorrow for think thank and pss. i can't wait for thurs i know it will pass quickly. then sat and sun and the mom will be back! i want her to be back real bad. i miss talking to her and comps without her is boring.

yesterday was dad's brithday wrote him a really funny card. had good fun making it. can't wait for them to be back!

loosing hits you harder than winning. throw throw throw.

2008-04-04T05:23:00.000-07:00

it has been a long week and a long time since i came here council stuff is coming and going. ifd is next week i am kindof excited and there is going to be umbrella service soon! aha i think it will be fun. all comers this sunday same flight as wan lay chi! ok i know where i stand but still i want to throw with her. my ankle is still not good. i did my napha and if i get a c for 2.4 i will be getting a gold for napha! haha ok that is good. i shall try to run faster. nono i better run faster. it has been a hectic week with lots of work and comps this weekend and i am excited to meet inez and miss see tho and i just realised that i haven't met zoro for a long time. i heard from my bro that he hurt his back playing basket ball. idiot later become like me then you know. jiao lian says i should focus more so i shall be more hardworking and train more and sleep earlier and not sleep so late cos of council stuff and study harder if not mum will go mad and be a good girl in chinese lessons and have more discipline in maths. stop zoning out! i think that is why i learn more during tuition cos i only see the teacher once a week and i don't get so bored of seeing them. when i see them too much i stop listening to them. or i listen and don't care.

i can't to repeates. i need variety in my life!

2008-03-28T07:31:00.000-07:00

haha the weekends are here saturday is in a few hours and it means saturday training! i get to see chang-e! OK I CAN'T WAIT.

MY DEAR CHIN I SHALL NOW DEDICATE SOME PART OF MY POSTING TIME TO YOU!
OK YOU ARE GOOD LAH MAYBE NOT AS TALL AS THE REST OF THE PLAYERS BUT STILL GOOD. THIS YEAR WE ARE THE DISADVANTAGED YEAR SO JUST GO FOR YOUR U17 TRAILS FOR THE EXPERIENCE. IF YOU GO WITH NOT MUCH HOPE, YOU MIGHT GET A GREAT SURPRISE SO DO GO FOR THE FUN. ITS ANOTHER CHANCE FOR YOU TO PLAY NETBALL! AWAK HOBI BERMAIN BOLA JARING! SO ALL THE BEST FOR YOU MATCH! I WILL BE MORALLY SUPPORTING YOU FOR ACROSS THE SCHOOL! GO YUXUAN GO!

ok so the week has been fine, there was ptm today and mum said ms teo was very nice apologised for being late even though she wasn't. haha ya mum likes her she thinks she is a very refreshing type of teacher. and i still think my dad's fifth aunt is very fascinating. and i still haven't got to perth and i have to go. i will type tomorrow i hope. ching yi charmaine and sarah i hope i get to go down on sunday! all the best for the relays!

2008-03-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

its one more day left and i start to count down before i meet malay the language i have long alienated from my life i wonder if i can even speak it properly. so blocks are almost over and then i get to go for training and i finally get to recount the events that have happened in wala!

perth perth perth everytime there are blocks i will be thinking about competition. i need to get back to a busy life style before i think that i will be terrible at everything i do. i hope that is not true!

2008-03-21T21:20:00.001-07:00

been back for a few days and i want to go back or at least somewhere else. asean schools pacific games and there is this game that has a qualifying of 12m for dunno what kg ball. i hope i can reach 12 by nats and now all i want to do is to train so that i can throw throw and throw.

ok so the whole world knows that i sprained my ankle like 2 days before the flight, before that i went to obs and got my damm wrist right wrist slapped till the tissuses where broken and wrist sprained and then i went to perth riddled with injuries with chang-e's track teacher and inez and well everyone that has affected the trip some way or another. so there was all that things that happened and hello singapore i came back with another ankle sprained so now its 3 limbs down and ms see tho although you say that i will sprain my only remainding good wrist or the all precious neck and back, it still has not happened yet!

so here comes the grandmother story for wala perth 08!

i went to t3 for the second time in my life but the first time to take the plane from there. walked over saw some people then the first thing mr hanif asked me was like injured ah? ya cos i was wearing the wrist guard. then i was like ya and i was in longs so he didn't know that i sprained my ankle i guess so i was walking real slowly dragging my rather light luggage along. then we collected the tags, and track suit can you believe it they gave us track suit on the day of departure! haiyo ok nvm then they had to make sure that we pass the customs so i waved bye bye to alicia yuxuan seriously i didn't expect you to be ther. chang-e and claire that told me they were coming. and then we took pictures and ms seetho had her secret little talk with chang-e haha! ahh so glad to see you all! and of course mum! then went in sat at cofee bean and we actually sat at cofee bean and did homework in the airport. first ever homework trip! and in the end i realised that most people did pack their homework along!

so we got up the plane and then sat beside marcus and ikhsan i think the spelling is wrong but anyway he is gina's fake and embarrasing and sadly short little brother and he calls her da jie haha ya. he is going to sports school and join their family hahaha. ok so they watched movies ate, slept and ya we thought he looked abit thai. ya and inez asked me for the periodic table then i passed it to her and read through all my chem notes once and promptly fell asleep. then after the eating and reading and sleeping i reached perth!

went to queue at the customs that took a really long time then in the end i went with all the teachers they just came and joined me. mr oh and the vp bleah! and poor mr hanif was kind of stuck cos i think they taught he was a terriorist. haha ok.so we cleared customs and thankfully they let us bring in our shoes and then we went to the beutiful toilet and then up the bus for dinner at 4 so that the restaurant would not close! and then it was to the supermarket to buy lots of food and then to the wondeful beach hotel. so i went there unpacked a bit, bathed and then ice wrist and ankle tried doing work but there was people knocking on our door perpatually, they went out to walk, my other room mates and then in the end i went to the beach with them, to just walk around on the sand and according to coach remy it was good sand therapy for my ankles.

went back, talked to ms see tho about my life haha how cliche and she was from ntu. so then she decided to invite me to her room to study in peace cos the room was always noisy and ya the stayed out side the room for a while, then decided to pack my things and i left the room with my keys so i wouldn't be locked out. then went out and then i saw a laptop in her room. i wasn't even sure if it was her room but i just sat there and started on my chem notes. did a bit then head noises and then they came and let me into the room. so studied till midnight, went back cos my room mates came and pick me up then went back and then the room was like with the tv on and all that was did some maths questions, was unsuccesful at every of my own questions, did melissa's for her and ya i could do all then help her han yu pin yin her ban yue ji heping words! then i went into my room lie on my bed did one successful maths question and then fell asleep. took lots of phtos on the beach ya and i got none cos i haven't received it yet. i should go and view inez's blog too. hmm so many things to do. i shouldn't be wasting my time blogging during tests! ok nvm i shall just finish this. so then we woke up. packed then went to nacs for breakfast! haha i can't believe it then went for training, just threw abit, went to the flooded pit and ended up throwing on the rocks and then went to fremeantle, cincerella's fish and chips where i ate only the fish and i refused to eat the batter i don't know why and then had fizzy passionfruit juice and threw the rest away! what at waste of my precious 100 auzzie dollar allowance but well. went to walk around, bought a shirt for myself and zs and that was like after alot of walking around and not buying anything. we went into this shop krazy tees and they had this shirt vote for pedro! haha i thought it was fun to buy it for mr pedro but decided against that idea in the end. then went to croissant shop, they gave me their bags and then i got a chocolate and started doing lots of maths questions and i totally negelected circle properties but the test was not so bad. so after that we went to the train station and took a train to the apartment. went in, studied more, couldn't stand it then dunno do what and then we went to city centre for dinner,had wanton mee which was not nice, bought roc candy after that, went to watch the brazillian sparring and then listen to this guy talk about christianity and then walked back to the hotel, iced and then it was the first day of comp! that i promtly fell asleep infront of the aircon after i let myself out of ms seetho's room.

next day woke up drank a cup of milk then went to the stadium, did some work in the sun until it was 10 plus then wanted to go watch zhi hao but he hasn't started so went to watch lingdang and dube with inez after inez ran her hurdles and sadly she was slower than the malaysian by 0.1 second. so wasted! and she was eating ice-cream her comfort food then we went to watch zhihao and kangle was already there. he was second loosing to some guy from kingston that has this bright green jersey and they produce really good throwers. and then there was the march pass that was like a party and it was quite fun! then it was aiysah and zhixuan and me inez and melissa were sitting with a lot more people watching aiysah jump and suntanning ourselves. then it was off to watch syafiq jump and then up to the grand stands to do all the cheering for the primary school kids like iksan and phineas. cleared all the m&ms that they threw around and then went back, had to find halal place for aiysah so in the end we went with the guy teachers to this halal restaurant and i had chicken rice. went back to the hotel practicing for the walk along the way and then went up to bathe, wait for inez to bathe and then talked on the bed and fell asleep before that packed, pinned number tags and tape and guard.

next morning woke up went down for horid breakfast, collected pins, went up, collected stuff and then went to the bus. tried to sleep but couldn't.

2008-03-19T03:00:00.000-07:00

i am back from wala perth 08 happy with friends and wishing i would be able to go back again. but it will be my first and last and i have lots of interesting stories to tell. maybe tomorrow night after chem. i don't feel like going to school. i want to go sports school! but well its just a dream. ahh perth.inez, ms seetho, mrs aw the guys haha they are only in love on friday and coach remy! and parrylake stadium that will be gone by next year!

for the record with all the injuries i carried there i took one more home by stepping into a hole at the long jump pit. there goes both ankles. i am going physio tomorrow. at least she is nice.

10.44 3rd

To Serve To Strive And Not To Yield

2008-03-11T23:45:00.000-07:00

i tried up loading pictures but well it just means another time. i love obs.

mum doesn't want me to go to perth at all! waste money

2008-03-11T04:39:00.000-07:00

haha i got a 100 posts already. well i am back here with a quite good wrist and a swollen ankle
somethings just happen don't ask me why. so i still think of obs and ingird why don't we go ob sabah together next year and be watch mates and sleep in the same tent then we will all be so happy cos it will not be physically tiring at all provided there are no injuries.

so it has been 2 session of physio at claymore point and mum was glad they charged me student rate. i am such a loyal customer, even the counter lady knows me! and she likes to offer me sweets everytime i go in. today i went in at 12 hungry and i still said no. i don't know why then i went back to the car and had 2 bananas haha i love banana's especially aunty jill's organic banana's that are super fat you eat one at lunch and you don't feel hungry even at dinner.

so i sprained my ankle today and my threshold for pain is rising and i think its no good. peilih eunice jessica and cheryl were like swarming around me like bees waiting to sting me just that they told me that i lost weight. look like i lost weight actually i haven't really. so i started studying and my house just got its electricity back. if it trips again i am going to 50 to stay for the night. go there got fan somemore. got light can study next morning got nice breakfast of what all my cousins claim as singapore's best scrambled eggs. da gu's cofee shop.

i am going back to study and i am getting weird ideas for pss awareness week hehe so fun. off to dinner first i guess everyone is back. jie i know you are going to tell me i am champion at dinner but i don't know why i am always so careless.

mum thinks that those are signs that i shouldn't go. i feel happy. don't ask me why. maybe after so much happening in the last few days, i am numbed. i do feel like talking on the phone but i feel that it is hard to listen. maybe i am a little deaf.

vivian i guess you wouldn't believe my luck. if i go to perth i can hopefully see you on msn next weekend. if i go.

i can't stop thinking. hehe

2008-03-09T22:47:00.000-07:00

more wrist updates.

went for physio one session after the other. the camden one ah not helpful at all. the one near iseatan so much better so i am going to see her again and she is nice and she has been to obs before. millie i think that's her name. the running was abit pain but it helped and she encouraged me to go training so i will go tomorrow but will have to leave at 9.30 and then i will go in the afternoon. its getting better but then i still have lots to do with my throws. my dear competitors you are in luck. but hopefully i will get to throw well tomorrow. may my technique be correct.

still afraid. don't feel like studying. argh

i want to see my heart and libin and talk to them again like the old days. the good old days

2008-03-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

WRIST UPDATES
all for my dear heart. my parents think i can't go. i will phone you once i get home from physio. i am sorry i made you worry. it is better but still weak

i am scared

2008-03-09T06:07:00.000-07:00

i can't stop thinking about obs. i can't wait to go back. i think it has the council camp effect. so here you are a day to day account of my obs journey.

day 1
went to jetty said byebye to ms teo and ms sab then went of sat there for very long apply sunblock and insect repelent wait wait then lead cheer and briefing. met vivian for the first time, checked the wet smelling store, learnt to fold tents, went to collect food and have lunch of bread and biscuits and raisins that people didn't want to eat cos they didn't want to shit. went to learn to pitch tent, trust fall that was too fast for me to enjoy anything, fake high element that was not high at all, did it once with vivian as belayer and once with dawn, belayed for dawn. started to rain, cooked dinner, madly opening cans to get food and throw away the food, had uncooked rice, sausages and corn. went to pitch tent in darkness, quite successful then went to bathe and then there was the packing that was totally not successful and the fire drill that allowed me to talk to ying hui for a bit. then go pack, was so tired i don't know why then fell asleep almost immediately. felt that camp was so boring i would rather go graces

day 2
packing day and then learnt kaying, rescue and capsizing and see-saw, kayaked to camp one, was day i/c and well the packing took way too long and i had no idea how to organise the people. so got to camp 1 that was like so luxurious, changed to dry stuff, went for high elements climbed first and then ended up in alya's way, had to climb down the other direction, went up the tyre's encouraged wan yi my good friend to perserve and when she reached the top, i was so glad for her! then i reached the top myself then dawn lowered me down, didn't give me enough slack and i was hopping around looking like a rabbit and have the da gama people and vivian laugh at me. so after that was the best obs dinner at the cook house with the nice chengtng tasting syrup and chicken that was fresh and then to tent pitching and walking into the wrong toilet to bathe and then supper and the huging of crying people, pig personality test and then sleep. was more awake, giggled with wanyi abit too much at someone's snore then fell asleep.

day3
woke up late, missed flag raising, was so sad i felt bad ok cos i like flag raising, i am proud of my country, the flag i feel for. pt was like one of the best cos of fast run the the games and moving of bags from this place to that and then games which we won one, skipping was horid but i know that most tried their best then pacing with huijun. i counted wrongly at first then in the end we didn't need it and just anyhow walked to the obstacle course then went to the water plant to hide from the rain, played lame games and then started journey, trekking was fun! i enjoyed it with jiawen eventhough i was carrying shirlynn's ten tonn thing. talked complained, reached finally and scolded this guy stupid guy cos he didn't say hello and thanked this uncle for getting off his bike i don't know why. saw the super nice adventure camp, continued trekking, bowed infront of an alter with jiawen, finally reached campsite, pitch, cook, listen to vivan talk, packed a bit, sleep, woke up for sentury duty which was irritating and painful, walked one round. couldn't stand it anymore, slapped legs and then woke hui jun's tent up. went back to tent, killed insects and whatever not, couldn't sleepcos of limited space, tossed and fell asleep on my side and whacked lanxin in the middle of the night accidentally. wanted to go home so bad

day 4
woke up at 4.20 packed, panicked, pour water,shifted bags onto boat and as i was on the boat i was spared the shifting of the kayaks. got down started of with huiyan as my partner, was really enjoyable,then jumped into the water that was nice too then huiying(big) and then ate salted oranges while peeling the peel out for her. she was light and easy to push on. the later partner was not that light. the well the ultimate. i changed with ingrid cos i felt sorry for her. that i made her so tired. it was my fault and so i took the responsibility to account for it. i am sorry i made you suffer ingrid. truly sorry.along the way i threstened to slap her, throw her of board and let her float back to her mother land or crash into the fence. thankfully that did not happen. then she told me that she wanted to talk to me. that was my lowest point. i shall write that for my reflections instead. so i was a little more polite on the boat and then when we were sent back to shore, she whacked my paddle my wrist went back and that was when it was really bad. she hit me a couple of time both hands but i persisted cos i wanted to finish the journey not the race. then it was the shifting with ingrid and sijia and i din't use my right at all then the round circle. and everyone was so tired we were all pissed i did not feel at all accomplished as i kept thinking about the talk. how to retaliate. then pitched tents, collect water bottles, embarrassed myself infront of many then took clothes went to bathe with sijia and jessica tan, complained about the ultimate and then went to buy time for the rest to bathe, took mess tins, pots and food out, met vivian along the way, picked up the food, dropped it and there goes my wrist. so i picked most up with my left walked to mph them went back to help wanyi wash and the took food and other things, went to meet vivian as a group. did first incisions for cans then opened with left for the remainding. ate with dawn. sharing with her is fun! then went over to complain to sijia and dione and then ingrid fed me they cried for haizu, i still didn't feel anything for vivian. washed everything on time met vivian with the lv bag and then got my wrist wrapped, went to bed with jiawen cos we forgot to built one tent. fun cos i got to talk to her but kept waking up and moving around to find space cos my wrist was hurting. hurting

day 5
last day
woke up up pitched, left tents out to dry, washed fly sheets, met vivian for pt did some wizard version of scissors paper stone then when we were suppose to play captain's ball, i told vivian about my swollen hand, she reduced the swelling but it still felt weak. went to the souviner shop there to have this last reflection and group talk where ultimate told everyone she tried her best and her partner did not appreciate it and she kept dreaming about her hand the whole night because it was so numb. i told everyone about my take aways from the camp and stuff like that and also how short my focus span is so ya then we had breakfast, did the jump and i made the bell ring the loudest. i comitted my self to perserve, to be patient and to give my full to everything i do. i shall start from tomorrow with the revising of my work. then went to pack store, was sent to sweep floor cos of hand and then help hang the tents and ponchos and whatever not up then when all was done, sat in a circle, did evaluation for vivian and obs then gave out certs thanks dawn for clapping real loud for me. got photos and was standing beside ultimate bleah and then got things bought souviners for cheryl too then talked to libin and alicia then asked vivian for ice didn't get it in the end, did three cheers for vivian, teared and tried to hold it back then got her msn that i don't know whether its right or wrong and also her telling me that she will call me to check on my hand but i have not received the call. and i can't wait for it! vivian! ya and then the journey on the boat, then when we reached punggol i looked back to obs, looked out for ms teo then told her about my hand and then claire saw ms chia, jumped and fell so unglamorously onto the rough ground and got herself cut. then ms sab said i looked dead and my wrist looked weird then called mum, sms ms teo to complain and then talked to claire and then after that reached school then drop libin and alicia at libin's house went home, bathe call elaine, told ms tan sleep wake up eat. the rest i shall not say.

things i will never forget
nature valley, chocolate bread,can opening
vivian!
you made me learn lots more than i could since you didn't help us so much. thank you vivian. i really thank you and it makes me have fond memories of obs.
that will be etched in my mind forever.
I LOVE OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE. I LOVE VIVIAN. I LOVE MOST OF COOK.

2008-03-08T18:30:00.000-08:00

what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
i can safely say that i will remember obs for my life. it might not be the best camp in terms of fun factor but then it does impact me and i did grow after talking to people. people much more mature than me. so i have learnt to set standards, expect the unexpected and also "To serve, to strive, and not to yield" it made a difference in my life and now its time to move on and embrace the new challenges ahead of me. the obs journey ends but its lessons go on for ever. i belief that obs is not torture. it is learning through adventure.

2008-03-07T06:03:00.000-08:00

i am back from obs. tired. ms sab said i look dead. my wrist hurts. my right wrist.

Outward Bound Singapore

my instructor is not the nice type. but she made us grow alot. for me i grew and i know it. its the best camp i have ever been too. not the most fun but the best. it made me learn alot. see many people's real side and even my own. it taught me to push on. i could live with all that but i was unhappy. with my friends with my self with vivian. she is concern maybe its her job but well for somethings that happened i know its our fault and somethings, totally out of our control like weather.

i don't want to say anything. i want to talk to someone i had the urge to go all the way back to ubin. i want to do it all over again. block tests are coming! i miss vivian, i miss camp 2.

on the sad side i still hate my partner

2008-03-02T06:37:00.000-08:00

obs the long awaited is now here. i want to go but i am a little apprhensive cos i am afraid that i haven't brought everything. i hate it when my mum rules my life whether i can watch tv or not! everything i do is controlled by her. i am loosing my focus day by day! i don't fell like getting it back i just want to get rid of my work and get a 75% cos it is what my mum asks for so that she will let me stay in council.

from sec1 till now i have been doing things my mum disappoves.
secone was to join throws
sectwo was council elections and subcequently council
secthree not yet.

and i like these things. she tells me is good if i can do it but she is always critising it. using it to threaten me and i hate it! my life is a total screw up and it will totally suck if not for those things if she doesn't approve but maybe it might be those things she doesn't approve that makes my life so sucky but whatever it is i am hanging on. i will continue to do it. and my choice career for now is to my parents dissaproval too!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-02-29T23:50:00.000-08:00

i wonder if i should ramble on and give you just the crap my life is becoming cos i am just so tired by the time it is the weekends or do some reflecting that is better for me because i am cultivating my vioce or well it makes me think about my week and improve on it.

one bad was the no practice for piano. one good was constantly resonable throws. resonable. piano i don't know i usually practice like on friday and sat at unearthly hours.

reflection. i love doing this. i have lots to say when i am doing it or immediately after i finish doing something but now i am just so tired. i went for chem today and well it was fun and ya bought sweets ate alot of it and then realised that if i eat more than 12 in an hour it will become mild laxatives! haha incredible. ya

i have learnt how important moqi is today. at huiguan when i rolled on top of people much smaller than me without much thinking, when we tired to do all that clapping. it makes it fun but i realised that council camp's doing pt is actually really very very effective for bonding purposes and many more but i think the ones at huiguan needs alot more brain and team work plush coordiantion. i am really proud of my group and will we are going to do playback next term! jiang gu shi shi jian! haha ya

call me a freak but i can't wait to write my obs reflective essay!

2008-02-27T06:45:00.000-08:00

a house bustling with activity with alot of people no water and almost no electricity

my house

well my grandma went for her breast cancer op like one week after she knew her results. she is super strong for a 72 year old who takes 1 hour cycles to the market to buy a whole basket of groceries back and then cooks and scolds us for not finishing her food. her food is very nice. and lots of veggies and also alot that explains why we can't finish and well she goes to the market everyday and her basket has been growing everytime she buys a new one.

so relatives have been coming. she doesn't usually stay with us but now she is to take her mind of my younger very naughty cousin. worse than me ones. so ya my house is very noisy and my dad that already makes alot of noise when no one is at home is now talking very loudly to my relatives like my gu gong and yim ma and gugu and kimkim and their cute little small boy that really enjoys his food but sadly has some health problems the last time i meet the small boy my other gugu's first month party for his first kid now i think he has 2 or 3 already aha i was p6 then.

my house is old not really but badly built so ya lots of problems and just now when i was talking to ida she was musing over the problems she faced in cooking dinner. i had a left over dinner yesterday and a dinner cooked in a steam boat thing cos the plumber guy spoilt the nob. its super sandy after all the drilling and well bustling with activity sums it all up and will be going on for the next few days ahah so fun!

school was fine debrief for invest was fine iris poor thing broke her tail bone after she fell down the very dangerous steps that i have seen people fall down everytime it is slippery and have fallen down there myself on a sunny down because i was excited and jumping ok my fault. so i shall suggest it! yay

malay cikgu noridah bought us doughnuts we bought her a pooh bear! haha so funny and well she has been oh so nice and we are getting a new cikgu and that is rather sad. but well treasure the times we have had with her and like she said once her student always her student.

hoping for good throws and approval of pss things! rush rush

2008-02-24T06:18:00.000-08:00

shirlynn the shirlim
jumps walks skips and hulahoops
she is a very good friend bad in chinese but good at everything else. she holds a place dear in my heart. to have a complete insight to shirlynn's life do comeback to my blog everyweek!

PASS!ON

2008-02-24T03:54:00.000-08:00

well now i am not so tired i can finally give a long grandma story about invest. and hopefully some reflections.

so invest prep started all the way in december where everything was still scratch and well i was just lost. so things got clearer, more brain storming was done for guestbook after the failing attempts of so many proposal, amusing convos on msn that lead us to talk about et haha fingers touching guest book and well in the end we had more constructive ideas and did proposal and then chewfei vetts sends back to me make changes and then finally i sumit and she says it is all correct. it was like a 10 min thing back to her and then to me. quite fast pace and will it was a good challenge. thought me to focus, type faster.

so reception table which was what i was in charge of took me to go quite often to use the go phone and talk to om tan, make calls to om tan with the help from the office lady and also to uncle jacks little hideout near the audi and pulling tables out from underneath the staircase, walking around with my court shoes and taking rather light tables around the front of the audi, being called uncle jacks daughter inlaw by other uncles. so it goes like this. on thurs i went to find uncle jack. one day before invest during recess and then he tells me to not make the tables dirty then he sends me away, i go talk to jing ying, help her fastent the ribbons, he comes and calls me, brings me to get the tables, drag them out with this makeshift cart and then place them properly and drag the cart back. bell rings, rush back to class. rehersal, constantly forgets to close legs, hernhern tells me from behind, closes legs,walk back and well got it right and my first rehersal. dailaoshi taught me how to walk in my shoes properly, maybe i should stuff tissue in my shoe next time make it tighter so i don't drag my feet. went to coro without my nametag i thought i lost it in the end i found it in class, couldn't open the lock doors. went to coro, met ros said hello went to alteration shop to ask uncle if he sold press studs he said yes then i pass him 10 without asking him how much and then he was like come before then i said yes. i had this pants that was too long it got so dirty my mum couldn't stand she took to alter at his shop then i collected that day and then he said your mum pay for that one already. the buttons give you free! so i got it free thanks man. went to send pss design for printing with the super hostile uncle no choice have to go to him then i go collect things go ntuc buy hair spary and then go chem. and when i got home, i got my formal skirt altered by mama! she said so long very ugly that's why i help you alter. asks yenjin if its ok and then next day mrswong tells me its abit short but i can't do anything to it already.

friday 22 feb.

in the morning tables were ok then during lunch, mdm lee says she is afraid of a bottle neck situation and thus she told us to rearrange the tables. rush my lunch down, run to the audi using the front of my court shoes, realise there is no one,run into audi tell mrs wong whats happening, closes the door and falls down right infront of mrswong. have her tell me to be careful, runs out lift the tables up and then mpre people come shift the tables out and then we don't get such a bottle neck situation instead we get a semi-circle. so that's all for reception tables. uncle jack tells me to keep them. i run back after photo taking and then the tables are already there where uncle jack wants them to be so i just go change fill my bottle with fruit punch and them go bound in my hongzi. my last day to wear my hongzi to school. i found my elect name tag! it was left in class. so i do the school tour before that and look at previous post for more details.

more about photo taking. i was standing around and then hanjing brought her camera out and then we had 2 photos taken and it was quite funny cos kelly and me climbed up and we sat on the table while the rest sat on the chair. then the seniors took their photos, stood around again and then chew fei said i look like yenjin haha. and then yen jin was like i tell you har wo zhen shi bei ni qi si le. never close your legs infront of ms yap! sorry sorry yenjin i will remember to close my legs next time. i look like yenjin the eyes and the mouth according to chewfei and then she said actually they look alike but the best similarity about them is that they are both crazy! what a good compliment from chwfei. but i must say all the swc seniors are really nice and i have never blogged about them. hanjing for helping me with the exclamation mark ang i saw grace leong at busy bee yesterday and chewfei and yenjin for just always being there and karen for all the strictness that makes me worry about whether i am a good example for people. yes it is a good thing!

so invest is a journey and not just the moment to embrace the stage when the light shines on you. it is a tiring journey, a fun journey and a fufilling one. its over i am glad but i do look forward to these kind of things again. it pulls the whole council together and not just the comitees. its and interesting combination and well i enjoy the drilling of hole and seeing mr lim cut the wood. to receive all the help from mrlim for council board also sums up my invest journey as i had to complete it before invest. the whole board falling off leading to such a racket for the whole council, having to redo the things, buy more material and then paint to salvage the black side that yenjin nicely helped me tear off the golden words making the black side hairy, staying back in school till 8.30 with mr lim to finish the pss design and the exclamation mark he told me to redo for counicl board. wenqi helped. my best buddy! haha we shall always remain best buddies! yenjin and her supervision jenyi and her promotion of council board by takng up alot of space on the corridors, mrs elaine ng calling us(me and jenyi) art students! hahahahahah ya. and having heard people read pass!on as PASS! ON. HAHA SO FUNNY. other things that happens within people as a council shall be kept within.

pss has moulded me to be better friends with xinyun so i hope we will have a good partnership. for now one little advice to you xin yun. get a close friend someone who you can pour your heart out to.

i love swc i love council

2008-02-22T06:13:00.000-08:00

invest is over.

invest is for us to embrace the moment when we are on stage.

invest is painful when you stand still in your court shoes.

invest is enbarrassing when you are with your guest and your friend comes and tells you that you look like you are going fall when you are walking.

invest is tiring.

invest is worth all the time and effort that we put in.

next project pss. so i shall not say more but watch out for it. its coming!

for now invest was a good from my view better than last year. so time to throw well and do well in my work before i get kicked out of school. haha just random comversations before and after photo taking like how chewfei said i look like yenjin and i am as crazy as yenjin, and i do the same projects that yenjin did last year and haha its quiet funny. so after school tour with very nice st garbriel guys that say that our school was very big and have very heavy school bags, we sent them off at the audi side and then cam whore and i realised i am not much of one. i took photos with kelly and then lost them some how! i am a camera dodo. pack pack lost hairspray then went and ran abit for training and then sat down to eat ice-cream then go laoshi. talked to alicia jenyi and kelly about everything that came to mind. i like council for whatever i have gone through. i seriouly do and i do look forward to more events!

i am super tired. i need a better weekend and 10 times better throws.

2008-02-16T05:12:00.000-08:00

mad rush! BANG
well that decribes my week. i have now adopted a rather fast walking speed and i am horrendous at art.

"if i fail all my subjects and never make it to uni, i will go and be a carpenter" it has been what council has thought me for the week. feel for the wood. it makes drilling a whole lot easier. i am a good carpenter hope that i will have more chances of using the screw driver and electric drill. guestbook is coming up quiet ok. wonder if yenjin has done the words yet? council board must be completed by friday. pss hmm i am not sure. i hope i can get it done before invest. i am excited about the structure! its taller than all of us. its mrlim kb's height! 1.8m aha we spoil the market and i think i am slowly going to turn into a perfectionist if i stay calm and focused.

training is summarised into: if i glide straight i can do well and hopefully get a medal if i don't i can slack my ass away of train damm hard for next nationals and hope to go to many more games. there are quite a few games this year so i hope i get to go. i must train harder listen to jiaolian and think before i throw. i just made a new record today. 165 jumps on a happier note happy birthday carolyn you are really funny and well quite unbelieveable that you are already 18! hope to see you on friday!

works has been kindof a mess speech done i hope well but i know not fantastic cos i was so nasal but for the rest ok but i must learn how to write my sentences in maths properly nono statements. it seems that my maths has turned out well so far. physics and bio is killing me. i am just excited about council and wala perth!

2008-02-06T02:11:00.000-08:00

GONG XI GONG XI!
few more hours to chinese new year i shall stay up by watching drama tonight haha. shir does it ring a bell?
ok chinese new year celebrations hui chun was kind of fun, i got no time got to go have tuan yuan fan now. will update later.

2008-02-03T05:57:00.000-08:00

shirlynn ah i must thank you ahh for helping me write done all the homework, sitting beside me while i was sick and patting my head and explaining things to me and well being and ever helpful friend! thanks for doing all the dares that i have dared you to do and well just always being there for me. your obsession with goong and my obsession with greys we should find a drama that we both like. its nice to sit beside you cos i don't know who i would like to sit beside in 3/5 at least for now. i need someone like you to confide in.

ahh it sounds cheesy so cheesy but well its for shir the emotional one. hope you like it!

I MUST FINISH THE LA THING TONIGHT AND NOT PROCRASTINATE. I MUST BE A GOOD STUDENT AND NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MS TEO'S NICENESS

2008-02-02T23:25:00.000-08:00

sometimes i am glad to be free. i like it. to have time to myself. i have lots of homework to complete, i am in quite a lost for my sias, i am totally just scraping by my work and thinking about whether council was the right choice. i went for camp on monday to wednesday, it was good but the were spoilt brats that had distilled water in camp! i drank from tap water! it was their camp and due to lack of sleep i have not been feeling well. i don't usually wear jackets in singapore so when i wore one to learning lab it got shao rather worried and daniel thinking that i played badminton. i wore the ashaway singapore schools one i got from wala last year. so i sat thhrough the 2h lesson with shao placing her hand on my forehead quite a few time, me feeling like i was dying and freezing my ass away. i was in a jacket and still cold. i had a fever. thanks ms chew for your concern and the borders discount paper.

thursday i went to school only to feel cold in the usually very cold class room making ms teo rather worried and wishpering my way through the day teaching the sec1s and well getting pass the lesson rather succesfully by just listening without taking anything in afterall i had 3 quizzes that day with a fever. i did rather well for maths but the rest stil dunno yet. went for training which i did not train and i had this little talk with ms tan. i do feel like not doing it any more. but it is kindof irresponsible.

friday class breakfast that had lots of left over hasbrowns which was fun and ms teo bought a cake for the jan feb people birthdays. ma teo is real nice and well bio spa with the stupid epidermal and blowing lightblulb of my microscope and then i went home after pasting some magazine on the notice board and then i did the pss proposal, bathe slept and went for laoshi.

sat woke up feeling real sick jasmine came, couldn't really play properly, read the notes wrongly, went for performance, it was quite ok then qing gong lunch and then busy bee were the zuo wen was real long and i said bye bye to parry haha! reunion dinner was fine chinatown is totally so no cny mood eventhough mum bought persimmons and i don't feel like eating it. i am loosing my appetitite but not any weight and i still can't go li bin's house tomorrow cos there is council stuff and well today i am stuck at home doing homework and i still feel like sleeping. i can't wait till chinese newyear. cheering session tomorrow and i don't want to loose my voice. thanks ms teo for offering me the extension. i will try my best. when is the speech?

SLEEP!

2008-01-27T07:11:00.000-08:00

sometimes i really wonder if i want to do too many things and want to do it really well. there is production next week, that will determine whether my new found friends will get promoted to their next year in poly. well i guess i learn alot form all these productions. i brush up my acting skills, learn alot and also make friends. i got to know yonglin better before that i just knew that she was jie's classmate. now she knows me. there is wen an who is a very funny director that keeps on feeding us afterwards you have to change all our costume sizes cos we all grew fat. its new to work with fang ying the ahmah, yisong wo de zui ai that constantly thinks about our dear son yan dao aka jiajun and then seow cha bor don't need to say lah you haolian mrslim i know you very rich lah but don't need to wear dress and go market to buy vegetables right. pailian today was great fun, yonglin taught me so did fang ying and yisong my laogong. i got to pei yang gan qing with him. today was better than yesterday, and as what i wrote in my reflections for jalyn laoshi and jiawei laoshi. i like dancing haha ya its quite fun but i realise i only do it in huiguan though i am abit rusty for not doing it for a year but it will come back. the inspiration. i need it for la sia. i love huiguan! i love productions. i think i don't mind being a script writer if anyone wants to hire me in the first place.

going to china town with jie and family on sat after reunion dinner don't think san yiyi will be going though.

on throws friday was kind of like the best friday training but it still can be better. i am going to miss one training so i shall be making up for it on sat after cny. i shall not eat too much. i just called shirlynn a dodo and i shall once again say that even if she is awake she does not listen cos she thinks chem quiz is tomorrow! shirlynn wake your sleeping receptors up!

on council. the board is fine pss is not grey but black and hmm kelly is deprieved of food and well haha i shall bring her an array of chinese newyear cookies for her to eat! haha her birthday is 11feb so i shall see what to do for her. i shall dream about my pss design and hopefully get something out in the wilderness of lim chu kang.

academics and lesson
well i am missing 3 days of school so that will be alot and then i have to do lots and lots of catching up and well i still have council and throws and i am in need of a holiday!

I REALLY REALLY LIKE ACTING. ahboy ah see you on friday at 7 at poo side ko pi hor don't be late ah. i am greeday i want to be everything.

2008-01-25T22:48:00.000-08:00

it has been a week of triangles for maths, meetings with dai laoshi for nyps camp where i want to go because i haven't been back since sec1. i might just meet some teachers i know. 7 sec ones that are quite funny and i can talk to them about my mudane life that revoles around school abd well shir at least you still have dbsk and goong. looking at the song on bryan's nick, i remeber the same thing she had in sec one and i asked her why chasing cars they use snow petrol not traffic patrol. and she laughed at me for a week and then there is the alicia and her classic joke on me that she happily told elaine and then we will be going to camp with nicolette and haha china in p6. super funny. the late nights we stayed up and confessed to each other haha with chern hwee too.

school has been fine results still relative. but i have to work harder. invest is coming and so is cny. i better work hard when i come nack from camp. i can't imagine not bathing for days at obs but i will just have to survive it.

learning lab and laughing. it comes together. i really like it. somehow it keeps me going. i wouldn't miss it and would rather go there and come back super tired. the people the work i love presentations. speaking but not the writing. speeches ahha i better get my done well. i am looking forward to camp but i have to live the weekend first. and wenan's production rehersals damm! i am not doing this ever again.

and to end this super incoherent post, i am getting better at throwing finally and mr lim blams my slowness to council camp. oh man i like camp but i dare not tell him. but i rather wei guo zheng guang. oh and bio is so funny maths mr tan i am constantly sorry for dreaming in your lessons but i have been getting full marks for my worksheets and i will study for my next quiz. haha chem mrslai praised me but well i thank mrs kang instead! aha this post makes no sense

yuxuan if you see this i am looking forward to seeing you at busy bee i got things to tell you and ask you! ahhaha

2008-01-21T06:16:00.000-08:00

i wonder if i should regret helping yonglin's friend. i have not got the script. the dry run is on sat i am not going to mama's house i am going to huiguan instead i have to put in the time hopefully what mrslai says is true. that test are in term 2. well mrs lai...

huiguan on sun was thought provoking there is this chengyu fa ren shen xing. because of journal. i think journal is good. it makes us think reflect and learn. 1st real lesson so don't judge but i like the old days better. the good old days are always better. i miss jinghui laoshi! i miss photography. i really do. i like it better than dance eventhough dance is good and jiawei laoshi's tech classes. well new year more changes.

2008-01-18T09:29:00.000-08:00

she cried today cos this girl changed class
she makes lots of careless mistakes in her maths ws
she fills her mint sweet container with the chocs i gaev her and hey can't even come out properly
she is the chem rep
she doesn't like the chem teacher
she doesn't like her lab partner
she doesn't like chinese
she can laugh and giggle
we will be in the same class for 4 years
she is nice
she is my tablemate
she doesn't listen even if she is awake,
she loves DBSK
and pink!

she is Shirlynn

2008-01-18T09:01:00.000-08:00

it is 1 in the morning and i am not in bed! ok well i just did 2 proposals in one night i got to edit one more tomorrow and well hmm do lots more for sias. the week has been rather ok throws wise pedestrian even my throws were flat weights wise not bad. work wise still copping and well tomorrow is homework day! i am really tired and shir i cannot wait for chinese newyear cos i am going to meet xiefen and we might go visit mr lim. ahhh cny=skirts bleah whatever i shall just try to find something new.

throwers ahh friday is the day everyone is tired where everyone wants to go home including mr lim but yet he stay on to have training with us. to talk to us, play basketball with us. he might not be the best coach in the world but he is one good friend. friday is for us to do what mrlim deems good and so i plead eventhough you all might not read this but well respect mrlim and do the activities properly. its hard but if you put in your best, your face will show it all and mr lim will feel the warmth.

i like ms khoo as the days go by both IH and bio. for bio audrey thinks she has generation gap with us but well she is a really good teacher! and for IH well ms khoo is nice and has understandable explanations so kudos to the 2 miss khoos that teach my class.

i like coucil. i like the work i like the stress and for now my instincts have told me to go for the camp so i am going. so far my instinct have not gone wrong. for joining throws and council so i should trust it more. huiguan on friday should i wear shorts there? i really dunno but jalyn laoshi says wear slippers so that it wouldn't get stolen.ahha jiawei laoshi thanks for remembering my name even though it took you a year! tingle its ok lah diff group we still see each other.

2008-01-17T06:24:00.000-08:00

ahhh proposal proposal proposal and i have not been working very hard and well time to buck up for piano! ahhh i need to get it done! i somehow feel that i need to blog to relieve stress and yah get my brain thinking about what i did today. somehow i feel busy everyday. should i go to nyps and miss 3 days of school? nicolette got a yes from her parents alicia is going to ask. i wan to go but i don't want to miss lessons too. and then there is yonglin that production thing kind of which i want to do but i am too tired to think of.